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#4YearsOf5SOS

I know this isn't an update, as you can see. But it's been 4 years since 5SOS has been born. Lolol.

I just wanted to dedicate a little chapter to them. If you don't wanna read this cause it's not an update or you don't like 5sos, just don't then.

Anyway, about 5 Seconds Of Summer, my Aussie boys.

I can't imagine my life without them in it, honestly. They've made a huge impact in my life. Each one of them taught me it's okay to be not okay. That were strong and we can do anything we truly believe in doing.

Like Michael. He fucking taught me not to care what others think. He showed me that who the fuck cares if you have different hair color, it's your hair! Go crazy with it. And about weight. We all know Michael doesn't have a legit six pack but he doesn't care.

He doesn't care if he has a little tummy. We all fucking love it. I love his tummy. It's adorable. And though I don't have a flat stomach, I know maybe someone will not care about me not having a mother fucking flat stomach. I learned that from my kitten. Don't care about how you dress, color your hair, what you eat. If it makes you happy, then keep doing it.

Michael is my ball of weirdness.

Then there is Calum. Who is just this little piece of shit who I love so fucking much. Fucking, Calum taught me that it's totally okay to be different. Him being crazy, weird, funny, ect which got him hate and such, made me realize that I shouldn't care what others think.

He surely doesn't care about the hate because he's got millions of girl loving him for him. I know he might feel like shit when he reads the hate comments but I want him looking at the millions of other comments saying how perfect he is!

That I should be me and who I really am. And it should teach all of you guys too. Don't be afraid to do something weird or different from the others. If it makes you truly fucking happy, then do it! Look at the positive. The one who sends you hate is the one who is weak.

Calum is my ball of different.

Luke. Omg, don't even get me started on my cheese stick. Yes, I call him that. Fight me if you don't like it. Anyway, look, Luke taught me, all of us, to follow our dreams.

He has been posting covers since he was like twelve. He really did want to be famous and look at him now! He's traveling around the world with his best fucking mates. Man, if I could do that, I would.

Honestly, my dream is to become famous. I almost lost hope for that but then I look at Luke and see that even if it took years to become famous for him, he still made it. And maybe one day, I could make it too. He's the reason why I didn't drop my dream of becoming a singer.

And even if he does get the most love, forget it, okay? Cause he hasn't let that get to him. He always, always, includes his mates. And they include him too. It's not Luke and his friends. It's 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER. And like I said, Luke hasn't let any of that get to his head.

Even if Luke is awkward and shy, we know that he loves every single one of us and isn't afraid to show it.

Luke is my ball of shyness.

Ashton. Fucking hell.
Don't get me started on this boy. He taught me so much. I can't explain it. But here it goes.

Ashton taught me that every once in a while, were going to be sad. That were going to feel lost. But we will find our way through the dark.

He showed me that it was fine to be alone in some way, far away from the people who make me feel so sad and lost in the world.

Remember when we found out about Ashton self harm? Remember how we felt terrible about and made top trends for him? How we would tweet him saying that he's amazing and perfect? I do. I remember seeing everyone put his happiness before first instead of theirs. I even did that. I always wanted to be sure that Ashton was okay.

Now that we did that, I remember when he started putting us first before himself. He always, always, made sure that we were okay in some sort of way. He would always tweet us sweet things. He made those keeks and at the end, he would tell us he loves us and is thankful to have fans like us. He also would send little kisses to the screen.

Because of him, he made me feel like I was really worth it. He saved so many lives.

I remember when my cousin met Ashton. She told me that Ashton saw her cuts. She told him that she stopped for him. That he is the reason why she is years clean. She also told me that when he pulled her into a tight hug, he said that she was worth it and such.

He almost cried. She said she gave him a marker for him to sign something but instead, he drew a butterfly on her wrist. I felt so happy when she told me this. Even if I didn't meet him, I knew that he made a lot of people happy.

That's what Ashton taught me. He taught me that there is always a reason why we are here. Why we need to take the positive out of everything. Even from the negative. He showed me that I was worth it. That I should be happy.

Ashton is my ball of braveness.

That's it.

That's all I have to say for each one of them.

Me explaining what they taught me was horrible. I'm sorry. Though I can't explain good for what they have taught me, I know that my feelings for them would be much harder to explain. I love them so much. More than anything.

Four years ago, a little band from Australia was born. Four years later, the 'little band from Australia' is taking over the world.

Michael Clifford, Calum Hood, Luke Hemmings, and Ashton Irwin, though this whole chapter sucked to explain things for you boys, thank you. For giving me a family and happiness.

5 Seconds Of Summer Is My Big Ball Of Happiness.

On Aug, 26 of 2016, I will be seeing my hero's.

All the love,

Angel.