Adam's POV
Sometimes its hard to stay optimistic when you start to feel the hope your holding onto so tightly slipping through your fingers with each long hour that passes.
I've been waiting for hours now.
Seven to be precise.
I walked around my house aimlessly, wringing my hands.
Sometimes sitting down wherever I end up to rest a little.
But then getting back up and pacing again.
Feeling cold but not the kind of cold that can be fixed with a blanket and a cup of hot cocoa.
Soon I retire to my couch and stare blankly into the black vortex of my TV screen.
Feeling more than thinking
Feeling lost.
At 4am there's a knock on my door.
I swing it open and my dead eyes meet those of Sadie.
The rise and fall of her chest ceases.
Nerves evident in her face.
'Hi. I'm Sadie. I used to be this total fuck up but then I met this guy, and wow this guy is just the most wonderful thing god ever created and I was utterly blessed to have him in my life. He did the impossible. He made me feel like I was worth something. And although I'll never admit it to anyone I'm kind of head over heels crazy in love with him. He totally seduced me with his awkwardness. So I'm here asking for his forgiveness and for a chance to start over but I don't know he's kind of too good for me but it is most definitely worth a try.'
'You came.' I beamed, my eyes welling up with uncontrollable tears.
'Of course I came.' She soothed
I was lost for words.
I only planned for the hollow throbbing pain that I thought would undoubtedly be with me for months when she did not return.
Not for the overwhelming bliss and beautiful disbelief that left me paralysed.
'I-'
'You want me to kiss you right now or... a nod will be fine.' She inquired, a cheeky smile plastered across her face
I let out a breathy laugh and nodded maybe a little too enthusiastically.
But it didn't even matter.
Her lips were welcomed fondly by my own as she kissed me tenderly, slowly, softly.
The way I felt in that moment.
And that kiss.
That kiss I will never forget as long as I live.
A sense of heavenly relief and belonging washed over me.
She belonged with me.
And I with her.
*Authors note*
This felt so annoyingly unresolved and it was just sitting there like, DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! So it beckoned me back to it, and naturally it ended happy because, sad endings are just so sad man I can't- i'm not good at them.
Hope you enjoyed it somewhat even though it ended rather abrubtly.
Stay majestical you good lookers
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Steady as she goes.
FanfictionAdam Young is an introvert. He's a a little awkward and never really puts himself out there, until he meets Sadie, a total extrovert who is living life to the fullest. What will happen when she makes him a part of her crazy world?
