Holding on to you

Even if she didn't know it, she was him

HELLO THERE MY LITTLE KILLERS, HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING? I'M SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE, I'VE JUST BEEN BUSY WITH COLLEGE AND SHIT. BUT FEAR NOT A NEW CHAPTER IS UP FOR YOU TO ENJOY!!! 

I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IF ANY OF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY ANYTHING IN THIS CHAPTER I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE. SO LET'S GET THIS BALL ROLLING AND GET READING, VOTING AND COMMENTING.

I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE KILLERS, UNTIL NEXT TIME. Xxxx

PIC OD LILLY'S OUTFIT CARDIGAN NOT INCLUDED.

CHAPTER 13

With the sweat and the sweet scent of our love making rolling off of my skin, I fall onto Killian, his hands automatically encircling my waist. My head was rested on his chest as I listened to the hypnotic sound of his heart beating, I loved it. It was the most peaceful thing about him, the only thing about that I thought was pure.

His fingers were making weird patterns on my back which was kinda comforting. I snuggled up closer to him, with my head tucked under his chin. A deep sleep was drawing me and I was happily succumbing to it.

"Open those beautiful eyes of yours baby, we have to be at school in forty-five minutes."

I groaned at the mention of the word school. I didn't want to ever go back, I've been avoiding the place ever since I found out that my parents were murders, and that was two week ago. Furthermore, I've been avoiding everyone in my life, the only calls I answered in two weeks where those of my brothers.

I was glad that they were safe and staying with distance cousins of my father who were no way involved in any criminal activities of any sort. They were worried about me and were kicking themselves for leaving me behind, but I told them I was safe and not to worry.

"Can I just not go?"

"Red, you may not ever have to worry about money ever again in your life, but I still want you to be educated to the fullest, and that means finishing high school and going to college."

That was very sweet of him, but I still felt like ditching school and living the poor life. to be honest, I didn't want to have to answer all the questions that I know would be thrown my way, mostly by my best friend and ex-boyfriend. I sure as hell didn't know how I was going to explain the big ass rock that was adorning my finger.

"I still vote for being uneducated."

I heard him chuckled, then the next thing I knew I was lying flat on my back with him between my thigh. I started laughing but it was caught in my throat as I saw that look in his eyes that I knew all too well.

"if we stay in this bed I can't promise I won't hurt you, I can't promise you won't feel pain, but I can promise that you will enjoy every moment of it."

I gulped, unable to looking away from his eyes that were putting me into a trance. His pupils dilated, turning the pale green two shades darker. I should tell him no, that I was ready to go to school and suck up all the education that is there like a whore giving out her Friday night special. I should have hopped my ass up off of that bed like the devil himself was after me, but I just stayed there, caught in the hypnotic trap his eyes set for me.

"If I kiss you, red, it's game over. I'll have what I want and your cute ass will still have to go to school even if we are late."

Like an idiot, I just stared. I was screaming at myself in my head to get the f**k up, but my body refused to move. it was like my body was taken over by some strange entity.