Holding on to you

Walk off into midnight

HEY GUYS, SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT, AS YOU GUYS KNOW IT'S THE SUMMER HALF TURN SO I'VE BEEN DOING OTHER THINGS, BUT I WILL TRY TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN. 

ONE OTHER THING I WANTED YOU TO KNOW, THIS BOOK ONLY HAS LIKE 12 MORE CHAPTERS BEFORE IT WILL END. HOWEVER, THAT WILL NOT BE THE END OF THE CRAZY LOVE/OBSESSIVE STORY BECAUSE THERE WILL BE A BOOK 2. HOW COOL AM I?????

ANYWAY, I LOVE YOU GUY, I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER AND PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. UNTIL NEXT TIME MY LITTLE KILLERS. 

LILLY'S OUTFIT. 

Chapter 50

Killian's P.O.V

F**k!

I can't even sleep without having the redhead witch next to me! Not sleeping in the room with her was supposed to be a punishment for her, but I'm the one who's suffering more. Ever since that night two weeks ago, I made it my mission to only be in her bed for sex, there were no cuddling afterwards and no small talk, just sex. I knew my actions towards her might have seemed mean, but every time I close my eyes or look at her I kept seeing that f**ker with his mouth on her body.

The images kept playing over and over in my head and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it!

I might have gone a bit overboard that night of the party, looking at the fading bruises and the cuts that were healing, I knew I should have let myself calm down before confronting her. But, I couldn't help it, I wanted to hurt her so bad, the desire was so strong that I couldn't control it.

Her cries that night was the only thing that kept me from murdering somebody, and god, how I wanted to kill. I might not be able to find the f**ker, but that didn't mean that I was giving up, the idiot has to pay for touching what isn't his.

I turned off the shower and exited the bathroom, I expected to see Lilly still in bed but the room was empty. Her clothes were still on the floor where she left it an hour ago, but the closet door was left ajar, so I knew that she wasn't walking the house naked.

Smiling at the image, I walked over to the closet to retrieve some clothes, I had somewhere important to be and I was already late as it is. I knew that Mik will have something to say for having to wait two hours for me.

When I finished dressing, I grabbed my phone and keys and was about to leave the room, but stopped when I saw Lilly's laptop screen. It was opened up to a page displaying vacation beach homes. I knew she said that she wanted to take a gap year before going off to college, but we never discuss where we were going to go.

I cursed when I saw the time and quickly left the room. When I arrived at the garage where my cars are parked, I saw Mik leaning up against my Aston Martin tapping his foot in frustration.

When he saw me, the scrawl that was one his face turned into a smirk.

"F**k bro, you look like shit."

I wanted to punch him for pointing out the obvious, not only did I looked like shit, but I felt like it as well. The fact that I let Lilly's action affect me so much, pissed me off. I was starting to get upset with her for causing me to feel more than I wanted to feel for her.

She was getting to me and I didn't like it, I didn't like it one bit! I'm starting to realise that the fact that I can't live without her was turning out to be more of a problem for me.

"Are we going to do this, or are we going to stand around and discuss our feelings like little bitches?"

Mik chuckled and I scrawled at him, I wasn't in the mood for his sense of humour, I just wanted to get to the club and get Big Joe to sign off on the partnership deal that we were working on.