Holding on to you

Love is like a triangle filled with death

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PIC OF CLUB RAGE.

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Chapter 25

I'm dying.

Yep, that exactly how I felt, for the past week and a half I've seen burning up with some kinda fever, but I couldn't go to the doctor because that would mean Killian finding me.

"Lil, you're got to let me take you to the hospital, baby."

I heard the worry in Jason's voice but he needed to understand what exposing myself meant.

"No Jas, the minute we get to the hospital he'll be there and that would be the end of my freedom."

And you.

But I didn't say that last part, I knew when Killian find out that I've been staying with Jason for the last six weeks he'd hurt him. He will want to punish me and the only way from him to do that is through Jason.

When I ran that day I got into Killian's car and drove to the nearest payphone. I didn't have any money on me so I was thankful when I found some change in a compartment of the car. I didn't know who to call, but I decided on Jason because I knew that he'd be the only one that could hide me.

See, there's this underground bunker that can be accessed through his basement. When we were dating we'd always hideout there to get some quiet time away from everyone. It wasn't in the original planning of the house so I knew that even if Killian went that far he'd never find me.

"I seriously hate this guy, I still don't understand why you didn't come to me first before you made a deal with that jerk, I'd have told you what a bad idea it was."

When I called Jason to pick me up, I knew I had to tell him the truth, it was the only way I could explain why I was running from the guy who declared himself my husband in front of him.

"I was trying to help my brother, and besides, we were broken up at the time."

I saw the guilty look as it clouded his features, and I just knew that he was blaming himself. It's been like that for six weeks, every time the topic of Killian came up, he somehow felt responsible for my actions.

I scooted closer to him on the makeshift bed and used my hand to sweep his blonde hair out of his face. The contrast between him and Killian was like an angel and a demon, the two of them were worlds apart in personality. Killian represented everything dark and wild and forbidden, whilst Jason was light and considerate and happy.

"None of this is your fault, no one forced me to make the deal with Killian, I did that on my own."

He captured my hand and gently placed it on his chest over his heart. Using his free hand, he stroked my cheek and I closed my eyes, leaning into his touch. I still loved him, I knew that I'd always love him, there was no way that that's ever going to change. He would always have my heart, and for that reason, I knew that I'd never be able to ever pick up back a relationship with him because although he had my heart, Killian had my soul.