Holding on to you

hospital standoff

OMG! SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT, I WAS GETTING A BIT OF A WRITERS BLOCK BUT I THINK I'M OVER IT NOW. PLEASE ENJOY THIS CHAPTER AND DON'T FORGET TO VOTE, COMMENT AND FOLLOW.

UNTIL NEXT TIME MY LITTLE KILLERS"

PIC OF A REALLY NICE QUOTES.

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Chapter 28

"What?!"

The vein on the side of my dad's face looked like it was about to pop, my mother placed a comforting hand around his shoulders, which was also holding him back for dragging me out of the hospital room kicking and screaming.

I sat up on the bed and scooted further away from him, I've never before seen my dad looked so scary, and to be honest it was freaking me out. I didn't know what to do, I knew that they wanted me to leave with them, but flashes of Killian holding me while I cry kept popping up in my mind.

The way he held me, almost lovingly, like I was the only person in the entire world that mattered to him. For some strange reason, I felt love and weirdly cherish. Our relationship might be a far cry from traditional but it was ours. I came to the realisation that as bad as Killian might be, I can always depend on him to be there for me. I might be his, his plaything, his sex slave, his to use and control, but he's also mine.

We belonged to each other.

"Lil, you can't be serious, you can't possibly want to stay with that deranged freak!"

I frowned at Liam, for some reason hearing him talk about Killian like that upset me.

"Don't call him that!!"

My words weren't meant to come out that harsh, but I just couldn't stop myself. My family was looking at me like I was a few eggs short of a dozen. My mother glanced nervously at the door like she was afraid someone would come rushing in.

After staring at me for a while I saw my father's features soften, he looked at me like he used to when I was little and being difficult. He had that 'I know this is what you want, but you're not going to have it' look plastered on his face.

"Baby bear, Killian is not who you think he is, he's heartless murder who would kills just for the fun of it. He's not good for my baby girl, this..."

He used his hands to gesture around the hospital room.

"...is not good for you, being with him will destroy you, Lilly. He's not a good person."

I narrowed my eyes and glared at my dad, how could he stand there and pass judgement when he and my mom were just as bad as they say Killian was? My anger at the whole situation that was brewing rise to the surface.

I clenched the bed sheet in my fist, trying my best to control my anger. How dare they stand there and condemn Killian when they themselves were no better.?!

"You're such a hypocrite, dad, you talk about Killian as if your hands are clean! You and mom have lied to us all of our lives, you thought us to never cause unnecessary harm to others yet you never lived by your own rules! So don't you dare stand there and tell me what you think is good for me!"

The surprise was evident in both my parents' face, but there was also disappointment there too. However, I was beyond the point of caring, that defiant streak that I've developed took a stand and refused to back down.

"Lilly, what happened to you? Where has my sweet little sister gone to?"

I calmed down a bit and looked at my brother, the girl that they expected me to be was long gone, being with Killian changed me. I was no longer that innocent girl who was carefree and funny, Killian showed me another side to life. The dark, dangerous and anything but innocent side. I might have been opposed to it before, but lately, I came to the realisation that it was where I belong.