Overcome (editing)

Chapter Twenty

Couple weeks later we sat at dinner again, silently eating. Up to this day he knows nothing of the fact that I almost commit suicide, Dr. Coleman had helped me clean everything up and I have been wearing long sleeve shirts to cover my wound. Dr. Coleman had told him I can't conceived under pressure so he needs to ensure my mind was at peace. With that he has been distant, I swear Ken is an angel.

I have been thinking about what Ken said too about revenge. I really do need to device a plan, if I don't and I remain here I am good as dead.

I have decided to start with Clarissa, I need to know her story, learn from her mistakes and such to better aid my survival but I also wanted to learn about his business, when I take him down I want to really... take... him... down. I smiled to myself as I thought this.... he has sort of been introducing me to some of his clients but more in the form of " this is my wife ya da ya da " I want in, I need to win them over..... operation get the fuck out of here will soon be in full effect.

Ring..

The phone was ringing.... may I get it sir?... I asked sheepily

He nod as he continue to tear in his meat. He is such a pig in every way, I made a disgusted look with my face and got up going into the other room and answered.

Hello?

Big sis!!!!.... the twins shouted.

I laughed.... hey lil devils.

Sis do I got a story for you....said Ryan.

Man shut up!.... said Rishaad.

What! I gots to tell her... it's golden!.... said Ryan.

I laughed again... if it's golden I wanna hear... I said.

Yow couple days ago Rishaad starting crying in his sleep and talking.... I was like what the fuck! Yo! Wake up dude!... but he was far gone... he started crying like a big pussy and saying... he started to fake sob.... Rihanna *sob* she needs her help *sob* we got to help her * wah! Wah! * he was laughing hard but I wasn't.

I dreamt you killed yourself in a tub full of water... said Rishaad. Sounding hurt and guilt rush over me, he had dreamt me and what I did, a tear rolled from my eyes and I quickly wiped them away.

Big sis if you ever did that I don't know what I'd do... said Rishaad.

Yeah fo real though...you da only person we got...said Ryan.

At least the only one who gives a fuck... Rishaad mumbled.

Wait...what does that mean..where's mom...I asked.

Long fucking story but forget that for now cause we got a surprise for you!.... shouted Ryan.

Oh God what are y'all up to?... I asked.

Hi Rihanna

My mouth dropped open..

Kyle... I whispered.

I miss you so much it hurts....he said.

Not alone.... I whispered.

He seemed to get the drift because then he said.

Oh...OK... are you OK, are you happy?.... he asked.

Yea I wasn't feeling well at all....I responded.

Does he hurt you?.... he asked.

I swear this fucking headache is gonna kill me.... I groaned.

I knew it... I am gonna fucking kill him.... he said sounding angry.....you need to get the fuck out of there.

I plan to get rid of this headache as soon as I can.... I responded.

He became silent.

I need to see u....he said. I could hear the pain in his voice.

I know... me too...I responded.

When can I?.... he asked.

I don't know when I'll be able to visit... not anytime soon....i said sadly.

Hell no, I need to see you and I will...he said sounding determined.

Don't do anything you'll get into to trouble or get hurt Ryan, I don't know what I'll do if I loose you.... I love you... both... I said.

I love you to squirt.... said Kyle.

I... got to go now... I said not wanting to.

OK, see u real soon baby....real soon.... he said and I smiled and hung up the phone.

I hope he means it and I see him soon, it's been too long. When I return to the dinner table, he looked up and said:
You look happy

Yea.... the boys... u answered, I couldn't keep from smiling and he was looking at me suspiciously but then he shrug it off.

I held the necklace around my neck with a smile on my face.