Unknown Feelings

Chapter 14: I Got His Nose and Lips

"Hannah." A lady with a blonde hair hugged me.

"I'm Joanne." She introduced herself as soon as she let go of me.

"W-Where is he?" I asked.

Joanne's face turned sad and her eyes went watery.

"Follow me." She asked.

I followed her while eli and sheryl was at my back too.

"He's inside." Joanne said as she hands me the hospital gown and mask.

I slowly looked at sheryl and Eli.

"We'll be here. Go ahead." Eli said while Sheryl was nodding.

I wore the gown and went inside.

As I walk through inside, I saw him lying down with a lot of machines on his side.

I slowly walked near him..

My eyes became blurry as I walk. I kept wiping but my tears just won't stop.

I-I got his nose and lips.

"D-daddy..." I whispered.

I slowly held his hands.

I never imagine that this could happen, me holding my real father's hand.

"D-daddy.."

"I-It's me, Hannah.."

"I-I found you.."

"Please..."

"W-wake up.."

I bursted into tears.

"Wake up now please! I'm already here. This is not how I imagined our first meeting.. daddy!! Wake up please!" I was screaming.Then I felt my knees became weaker which lead me to suddenly sat down on the floor.

"Hannah.." Eli,Sheryl and Joanne went inside.

Eli and joanne quickly helped me to stand up and went out of the room.

"Hannah, be strong.." Joanne said as we sat down at the hospital chair outside his room.

I wiped off my tears. I felt my eyes become swollen.

"Why did you lie to me?" I asked.

Joanne seems uncomfortable with eli and sheryl. she was looking awkwardly at them.

"We'll leave you two first." Sheryl said as they leave us to talk.

"That's not my intention." She started explaining.

"I emailed you because I really want you to meet him. Even if he's not saying it, I know how much he wanted to see you." Joanne continued.

"He was scared hannah. He was scared that he might cause you pain. Everytime I bug him to go and speak to you, he kept telling me that you are doing well now, without him and you've been through a lot so he doesn't want to cause you anymore pain."Joanne elaborated.

"If he talked to me few years back, my pain could've been less." I replied.

"Let's be strong for him." Joanne asked.

"I will." I answered.

"I-Is he a good father?" I asked.

"He's a great father. he's better than my real father." Joanne replied.