Unknown Feelings

Chapter 19: What happened to us?

(Eli)

"Do you think it's because of lawrence?" Mary asked while she was munching some chips.

"We're so happy just one week ago. Lawrence was upset but we're still trying to make it up to him." Hannah answered.

"Or is it because you don't have time for him?" Sheryl commented.

"You girls know me, I fucking wake up at 3am just to answer his damn call! I can't even wake up early for my class." Hannah answered.

"Wait-- Did you even slept last night?" I said.

"I-I Slept outside his house last night while waiting for him." Hannah answered.

"You call that sleep? You're really insane." I answered.

"I guess so. I'll be mad crazy if he really leaves me. I swear to god, I fucking love that bastard." Hannah replied.

"Did you even ask him about that girl on the picture?" I asked.

"N-No. He's getting outta hand. I think he's going through a hard time. But I don't know why." Hannah answered.

"I have to know what's happening." Hannah concluded.

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(Travis)

"I'm on my way. bye." I told Mandy before hanging up. I put my phone inside my jacket's pocket.

I'm on my way to a bar where mandy and her band play music every thursday.

I'm not in the mood for music. I'm just going for free drink and.. company.

I sat down at a table which was quite far at the stage.

"One bottle of vodka." I told the server.

Mandy and her band was already playing when I came. She smiled at me when he saw me. I just nod.

My bottle was almost finished when she finished playing.

"Woah. One honey lemon tea, Jun." Mandy ordered after sitting beside me.

"I told you to wear some gloves when playing." I scolded her.

"This is the thrill of playing drums, Travs." Mandy said while proudly showing off her hands.

"So, is it hannah again?" She asked.

"Another bottle please." I ordered after drinking my last shot.

"She's here. She's already asking questions." I said.

"And?" She asked.

"And I broke up with her." I answered.

"Such a coward." She replied.

I accidentally banged the table with my hand while holding the shot glass.

"And what do you expect me to do? Let lawrence die out of the pain we've caused him? and let hannah suffer blaming herself?" I shouted at her.

"It's okay dave." Mandy nodded on the bouncer as they were intrigued when I slammed the table.

God knows how much I wanted to be with her.

"I got you there travs. What I mean is you should explain everything to hannah. Don't hide everything and endure the pain alone." Mandy explained.

"I'll go home. Thanks Mandy." I stood up and leave.