~PHILS POV~
i cannot believe Dan heard all that! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!
"oh Dan i thought you were getting pizza..."
"Phil come here" Dan said with outstretched arms.
"w-what?"
"get over here Phil"
"Dan i-"
"PHIL GET THE FUCK OVER HERE!"
I started balling my eyes out ran towards Dan. i couldn't help it all of my emotions just exploded out of me
Our bodies collided in a passionate hug.
"I-I had no idea you felt this way Phil.." Dan said crying into the top of Phil's head.
"D-Dan I'm sorry... I'm really truly sorry" my eyes bursted into tears.
"Phil you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for, i should be the one apologizing."
"NO! Dan, don't you understand? I'm sorry for not listening to my heart, and my heart was telling me that i was falling deeply in love with you, everything about you is perfect Dan! your eyes your lips your voice your-"
my rambling was cut off by Dan cupping his hands on my face and pressing his lips against mine, stopping all my negative thoughts. i loved the way his soft lips felt on mine.
he picked me up bridal style and carried me to the couch, where he laid me down and removed my shirt.
He then kissed various spots around my neck, working his way down my chest to my stomach. until he reached the waistband of my boxers, i knew what he was getting at... i knew what he wanted... but... ugh... I'm only 19 and hes 18...
right before he started unbutton my jeans i heard a muffled cry coming from the kitchen.
Caspar.
Shit i forgot he was still here.
i released myself from Dan and walked back into the kitchen, where i saw Caspar Lee curled up into a ball sobbing into his knees.
I sat down next to him, the guilt building up inside of me, i shouldn't have yelled at him...
"C-Caspar? are you okay"
Caspar lifted his head up, his eyes all red and puffy.
"N-No! I'm not okay, i want you Phil... i want you to be with me not him!"
Dan stormed into the kitchen, he did not look happy.
"FUCK OFF CASPAR, PHIL IS MINE NOW!
Caspar put his head right back into his knees, and sobbed loudly.
i looked up at Dan.
"Dan why don't you go to the store and get us some milk, we are out"
"NO! NOT UNTIL HE LEAVES!"
"Caspar stay here, Dan can i talk to you in private please?"
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DANS POV:
He was over sitting next to Caspar, his upper body still topless. maybe he was going to tell Caspar to leave... so i can finally ask him to... you know...😏
i was just laying on the couch waiting for Phil to come back when i heard Caspar say something i did NOT want to hear. "i want you Phil".
suddenly i felt all the anger in my body physically push me off the couch and into the kitchen, where i was so mad i screamed at the top of my lungs. "FUCK OFF"
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I Ship Us {Phan AU}✔️
FanfictionWhat happens when feelings spill out????THIS PHANFIC! (A/n) I WRITE THIS ALONG TIME AGO IT WAS MY FIRST FIC AND ITS EXTREMELY BAD AND MAKES ME CRINGE TO PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION