Ch. 5 Now we are even

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As soon as he left Dan's room, Phil went into his bedroom, shut the door and started banging his head against his wall, mumbling to himself,

"what were you thinking you idiot Phil..."

He honestly had no idea where his urge to kiss Dan came from or why they took each others shirts off.

"i just need time to process what just happened" Phil thought

"I know! i do some of my best thinking in the shower, maybe a nice hot shower will help me get to the bottom of these feelings and that weird urge I had"...

Dan and Phil shared a bathroom and the door had no lock on it, so basically they had no privacy whatsoever...

Phil slowly turned on the shower, got undressed and stepped into the shower, there were too many thoughts going through his head about Dan, he didn't know what to think...

"even though i kissed Dan...i...i'm straight right?" Phil thought

"i didn't even mean to kiss him...it just kinda happened... its like my body took over my mind and physically pushed me into Dan's, soft, kissable lips"

After about an hour of thinking in the shower he still couldn't come to a conclusion about Dan. As soon as he turned off the water he stepped out of the shower and quickly realized he had left his towel in his room.

"shit" he mumbled

since he didn't have a towel he had to run all the way across the hallway, past Dan's room to get to his room

"Dan is probably in his room so if i run really fast i can get to my room without him noticing me" Phil thought.

So Phil started running out the door, about halfway there he tripped and fell right on his face, splitting his bottom lip. "OUUUUUUUUUCHHHHH!" PHIL SCREAMED

Dan's door opened and he came running out, he was sill topless. "Phil? are you okay i heard a loud scream?"

Phil just laid there, curled up in a ball, wet, no clothes and a cut bleeding lip. He was crying.

"OH MY GOD PHIL WHY ARE YOU NAKED AND CRYING IN THE HALLWAY?!" he ran over to Phil

Phil had his hands over his mouth to cover up his bleeding lip, Dan asked Phil what happened to him and Phil took his hand away from his mouth ans showed Dan his lip. Dan gave Phil a hug and helped him up off the ground

"OH...UM...DAN...I'M SORT OF NAKED"

"oh...sorry Phil...well i guess you could say that this was payback for you seeing me naked this morning"

Phil couldnt help but laugh, at the same time he was extremely embarrassed.

Dan caught a glimpse of Phil's bleeding lip and lightly kissed Phil to wipe off the blood, Phil didn't hesitate, he even kissed back a bit.

During that brief moment he quickly took his lips off of Dan's and ran to his bedroom, leaving Dan once again shirtless and confused.

After Phil got all dressed he just sat on his bed staring out the window and mumbling to himself "i am straight, i am not gay, i am straight..."

After about 30 minutes of mumbling he heard the doorknob turn, then the door slowly creak open

"Phil are you dressed and decent?" Dan said in a whisper

"Um yea Dan whats up?"

Dan slowly entered Phil's room and sat next to Phil on his bed, which sent chills and sparks up and down Phil's spine. He felt warmth when Dan was around, he felt a lot safer.

"So um... about that kiss?" Dan mumbled

"Dan i don't want to talk about it..." Phil said in a low tone

"Phil i need to know what that was, why it happened...and...well...what we are...?"

"Dan i said i don't want to talk about it now please leave me alone i need time to think."

"of course Phil" Dan had left the room.

When the door shut behind him the warmth that Phil felt was gone, he didn't feel complete, he knew something was missing but he didn't know what

"he is not just another horny teenager, he is so much more than that, he gives my life purpose and that kiss was not bad at all... but i am straight...i...i dont know what to do anymore..."


TO BE CONTINUED!!!>>>🍓

i apolagize for being cheesey and weird ^.^

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