im so hurt. the other day my friend decided to talk to my crush. later that day he texted me asking me why she was asking all those questions. i basically lied to him i feel so bad. he doesnt like me. i almost cried while texting him. if only saw me how i see him. It wont be the same around him. today i was looking for him. i just wanted to see him. if only he knew i liked him and that he felt the same. when things like this happen it reminds me of all the other heart breaks. I thought i had a chance with him. he made it very clear i dont. just writing this makes me hurt. ive leaned how to pretend like everythings ok. nobody even thinks im hurting.i am.... if only he could read these and understand.
