I got a bf. Im happy ig. But i still like him and im very passionate about it. With my new bf im scared. Im scared hes messing with me. That its all lies and he just wants to fuck with my feelings. If only i didnt have trust issues but who doesnt now and days. This world is seriously fucked up. I hope it works out for me and my bf but i wanna be with him. I forgot to mention there really good friends so thats another thing to worrg about. Why does my life have to be so complicated 😧😧😵. I wish i could just dissappear 🔫. I just wish someone understood how i feel. If only there were someway i could be with him. If only he saw me the way my bf saw me. I know i sound so selfish. But dont i get to be loke that every once in a while. 😭😓😔😳😵💔💔🔫😥😧
