So the dance is this Wednesday the 10 and my friends going with my crush. Im going just to know how i feel about it. Im so mad she keeps telling me how im gonna feel. Im not gonna feel anything... i dont have a heart. Im cold inside. I never wanted to go let alone now. Its like why does my life have to be so complicated. Cant it just be a simple 1.2.3. I guess not. I wish i could just disappear forever. If only he knew what i felt. Oh well. Whatevee happens happenes fuck it.
