I hate my life. Yes in Still like this dick head. Yet some how one of my old friends likes me. How tf when tf did this happen. I feel bad tho cuz i could never like him in that way. Then my ex is killing me. She was the only other person i liked besides him. She doesnt even txt me neither does he lol but seriously. She knows how i feel aint that crazy. I fucked up by telling her i love her cuz at the end i got fucked over and left alone. Which is why i dont wanna tell him. I always get left alone. Sad part is i really wanna tell him but i just cant. Im either to fat or ugly i have like 0 confidence in myself. After telling her i loved her again and her just basically saying thats cool bye it really fucked me up. I cant have that with him i like hanging with him and i just dont want those funny moments to end b/c of some dumb crush tbh.
