The Sinner (kellic)

chapter 6

(A/N) I'm not going to be writing from Kellin's pov often I just wanted to kind of clear things up on his side so yeah

(Kellin's POV)

I watch Vic nervously from the car as he talks to a tall, skinny guy. Drumming my finger against the searing wheel anxiously, I send a quick prayer that Vic hurries up and is ok. Praying is like second nature for me, I barley have to think about it. I'm about to disobey Vic and go get him, when the guy that he's talking to pulls out something and hands it to Vic. it's too dark for me to really see what it is but after a moment I can see Vic nod and hand the guy something. Although I can't see exactly what's going on, I have a pretty good idea. Vic and the stranger seem to say goodbye and the guy hurries into his car and drives away. Vic immediately sulks over to the car, looking aggravated as he climbs in silently.

"So, um who was that?" I ask hesitantly, not looking at him as I start the car. I'm not one for confrontation but I can't help but interrogate him even though I know it's not a good idea.

"None of your business. Just drive." He mumbles, still angry. I bite my lip and do as he says. I shouldn't care so much. Vic is kind of a terrible person, not to mention disrespectful. He lives his life incredibly sinful and lies about everything. But I can't help but worry about him. I chalk it up to being so in touch with god.

"You dot have to be rude." I mumble under my breath. I halfheartedly hope he hears me. I would never admit it to anyone but, I kind of liked getting Vic riled up.

"I am not in the mood for your shit right now kellin." he warns glaring over at me. Half the time I can't tell whether he actually hates me or likes me. Thinking about Vic liking me in anyway makes me blush for unknown reasons so I turn away from him to stare straight ahead.

"I know what that place was. What where you doing there?" I ask timidly, feeling embarrassed for even asking. I know it was a strip club. Was he there to, like watch? I bite my lip and wish that I never asked. God I don't even want to know anymore!

"Aren't you a curious one?" he smirks, turning toward me in the car. My cheeks are hotter than before and I pray that he doesn't make some kind of physical move on me. I can't handle it. I can't tell whether I like it when he teases me and that kind of scares me.

"Never mind. It was most likely wrong and sinful and I don't want the details." I sigh with a shake of my head. I just want to get back home and go back to sleep. Vic watches me for a moment longer before shrugging and turning to look out his window, a thoughtful look on his face. I catch myself wondering way too often, what Vic could be thinking. Sometimes he's such a jerk I want to pull my hair out. Rarely though, he's somewhat kind. We are quiet for the rest of the trip and I'm grateful. I don't even know how to interact with Vic normally. He's always either making vulgar comments about me or insulting me and I'm not used to that kind of treatment. To say I was surprised when I snapped at him the other day is an understatement. When we finally arrive home I do my best to remain silent upon entering the house. I hate sneaking around but I don't want to explain this midnight adventure to my parents. I don't know why I'm protecting Vic. maybe I like him on some level. I don't like to dwell on it though.

"night." I whisper when we both make it up the stairs. I turn around to head back to my room and before I can even take a step I feel my butt being squeezed. I spin around with a surprised gasp, my face burning, only to see Vic already walking away, leaving behind a faint chuckle. Annoyed and confused I hurry to my room and shut the door, flipping the lock so he won't bother me again tonight. I strip back down to my boxers, leaving my clothes on the floor. In bed I try to go back to sleep. I'm exhausted but I can't get Vic out of my head. I feel weird about him touching me. Not disgusted like I should. I think I liked it. It oddly excited me, which in turn, terrifies me. I shouldn't feel things like this! It's wrong. But thinking about Vic's, smooth, lean tan body is turning me on more than any girl has. I groan at these terrible thoughts and smash my face into my pillow. I apologize to god before attempting to shut off my mind and get some sleep.