That Should Be Me (Jemi)

Like You Too Much

Demi's POV

A week passed since the night we were all ambushed by the paparazzi on the mountain, Joe and I have been hanging out everyday after that. We've had so much fun just being ourselves together, he really makes my life easier at the moment. The paparazzi have been trailing us on every date we've gone on, at first it was fun as we ran together through different stores and such trying to escape them, but the last few dates, they've gotten real annoying. Being with Joe though, makes everything worth it.

A few days ago, my sister recorded this show that I was on. It was that E! News show, it showed a few pictures of Joe and I together. It's crazy to think all of his fans now know about me, i've been too afraid to go on the computer and see what they think about me. It's not like Joe and I are boyfriend and girlfriend yet though. I just hope his fans like me because i'm not planning on stopping what Joe and I have. 

At school, Megan hasn't said anything to me. She just glares at me with a murderous look now, I think Selena is enjoying her jealously a lot more than me. The only thing i'm hoping for, is for Megan to not kill me one of these days. People seem to talk to me more which is kind of freaking me out, they always want to know what's up with Joe and I. I don't say very much since I want it to be between Joe and I until we know where we are ourselves. 

The one thing that i'm curious about is why Joe and I are more targeted than Nick and Selena. Like, I've only seen the pictures of them on TV of that night the paparazzi had ambushed us on the mountain. Selena has been really busy lately and hasn't been able to talk that much except when we are together in the two classes we share. 

She told me in P.E. class that I had forgotten to talk to Jonathan, I felt really guilty about that and found him. He seemed really mad at me that I hadn't talked to him yet, I just tried to explain to him that I've been busy lately, but he just got even angrier when I said that. He told me that he saw the pictures of Joe and I, he then stormed off after telling me that. I don't think our friendship even exists anymore which makes me pretty upset. I just hope, I can fix it someday. 

Today's Friday, and I'm going out with Joe again tonight. We're trying to hang out with each other as much as possible since he's going to be leaving in two weeks to go back on tour. I'm going to miss him a lot, he's going to Central America for two weeks to tour there, then of course more dates are added.

I've been trying to listen to their music so I can get to know Joe better, I've found myself falling in love with it. Joe's voice is just breathtaking and sexy, I hope to hear it in person for myself someday. 

At the moment, I'm just waiting for Selena to get done talking to a teacher about homework, school just ended and we decided to hang out today since we haven't been able to for a while. It's weird that we're not hanging out everyday like we were, i'm going to make sure that it doesn't continue that way. I want us to stay close.

" Sorry, that took longer than I thought it would. " Selena says as she exists the classroom she was in.

" That's okay, you ready? " I ask her grabbing my bag, she nods and we start to walk away from the classroom. We walk outside of the school and start to head home, some days we walk home from school since it's only a mile away from our houses. Well Selena's a little further, but only by a few streets.

" So have you hung out with Nick lately? " I ask as we cross the street, Selena stays silent for a second making me look over at her. She has a sad expression on her face making me curious.

" What happened? " I ask hoping everything's alright, hopefully they didn't get into a fight.

" Well, you know the night we we're attacked by those men with cameras? " Selena asks looking more down.