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Time: 1:56 p.m.

Date: Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Location: Compton, California, 700 West Laurel Street A210

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 M I C H A E L ♛

Yearn, crave, desire, want, need, long, and wish are my feelings at the moment. I've actually been having these feelings for the past two weeks and there all because of one girl, Hathor. I've never had this many feelings about a girl I just met ever in my life, and the fact that I am with Hathor is telling me something. Ever since Chris had me come to Yummy's with him, ever since I saw Hathor walking around the club, ever since we first spoke to each other, ever since we had lunch, ever since she let me take her out, and ever since that night at my hotel room I've been feeling all these feelings for her. I don't know what it is about her that attracts me to her so much, but I'm not even going to try and fight it because it would be no use. My heart is burning for her, and I'm waiting for her heart to burn for me. I don't know why she has so many guards up, but I'm using all my strength to break them down so she'll let me in. I need Hathor like a fish needs water, like humans need air, and like I need music. Hathor is no longer a want to me, she's a necessity.

After Hathor ran out of my hotel room four days ago, I always find myself thinking about what happened. While we were watching the movie, I could feel her eyes burning a hole on the side of my face and I wanted to ask why, but my body wouldn't let me. It's like she was trying to figure something out or figure me out and I don't know why. Then she suddenly crawled into my lap and cupped my face, that's when I started to ask her what she was doing, but she shushed me. The way she was looking into my eyes like she lost something and was trying to find it before it was lost forever. She was studying me but I want to know what for. We don't know much of anything about each other, but I want to know. I want to know everything about her from her favorite color down to what time she was born. I want to know it all, and I'm willing to wait, but not forever.

I flew back home two days ago without getting to say goodbye to Hathor because she stopped talking to me after that night at the hotel. I stopped by her place twice before I left, but she acted like she wasn't home. I don't know what I did to make her stop talking to me, but as soon as I get a chance, I'm flying back to New York to see her and I'm going to keep doing that till she's mine.

Right now it's 1:56 in the afternoon and I'm lying down next to my mother at Trell's mother's apartment. When I came by to visit Trell's mom, my mother was here and we sat down and talked for hours on end about our past and what we've been doing with our lives. I instantly forgave her because she is my mother and I love her. We didn't bother to speak about my sperm donor, and I'm glad we didn't cause the conversation wouldn't have ended well if we had.

"I'll be right back momma." I said getting up.

I was hungry as hell right now. As I was walking down the hall, I bumped into the lady that's been staying with Trell's mom, Helena I think. She very beautiful and she has a man, Ricardo or something like that. Something about that Ricardo dude isn't sitting right with me, I don't know what it is but I'm just getting a bad vibe.

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