Oblivion

I Hate

{A/N}: I was being ambushed by multiple emotions when I wrote this. By far one of the most emotionally intense pieces I've ever written so beware. Side note - not sure if this is a poem but yeah, enjoy I guess?

I Hate

I hate how society has been corrupted so painfully.

I hate how stereotypes are placed upon you without your consent.

I hate how during your prime years, you feel too much.

I hate how nothing seems to get better.

I hate how friends betray, parents complain, and idols fall out.

I hate how your world crumbles to pieces when you no longer have something to cling on to.

I hate how hope can come as quickly as the wind and blow away just as fast.

I hate how grabbing on to your past only makes your pain intensify.

I hate how you can never find who to rely on.

I hate how betrayal impacts you so much more than you thought it would.

I hate how you feel like you can't escape anything.

I hate how emotions make you think darkly, speak brutally, and feel agonizingly.

I hate how smiles are placed on and laughs forced out when you actually just feel dead inside.

I hate how angst is always there to comfort you when your candle has dwindled.

I hate how your friends are never near in your darkest, scariest moments.

I hate how dreaming for something you may never have eventually crushes you.

I hate how life chooses for you.

I hate how choices are only regretted, love only lost, hopes only extinguished.

I hate how the harrowing cracking of your heart can't be heard by others.

I hate how memories wash out all of reality.

I hate how too much of one thing, no matter how positive, always turns out to be toxic.

I hate how no amount of ignoring, neglecting or pretending ever actually erases your thoughts.

I hate how pessimism will either avoid you or grow and extend its branches until your entire mind and soul are contaminated.

I hate how temptation finds all the passages to tilt you off your balance.

I hate how the world doesn't acknowledge true talent anymore.

I hate how no one seems to care about what's happening.

I hate how revenge only catches fire after redemption.

I hate how second chances are nonexistent.

I hate how love, and joy, and comfort are only distant fantasies.

I hate how living in the future is the only way to survive.

I hate how you're never being thrown a life jacket when you're drowning under the waves.

I hate how anyone or everyone you've ever trusted loses their capacity to empathy once you open your mouth.

I hate how there is so much unfavourable influence on children these days.

I hate how just when you're reaching the climax of your happiness, something has to happen to abolish it.

I hate how allowing your emotions to express themselves is just as bad as bottling them up.

I hate how bitterness will choke you if you let it crawl too close.

I hate how it's so damn hard to pull yourself up from the hell you've thrown yourself into.