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Chapter 17

Amy's POV

I couldn't face Chloe. I just couldn't. I went back to the hospital the other day, and I was right. She became suicidal the night Jacob broke up with her.

Ok so that idiot broke her heart, she gave him her everything, and now she wants to die? Great, thumbs up to you Jacob!

I was laying in bed listening to my dads sing 'English Love Affair' personally, it's one of my favourites. But yea, as I was listening to it the doorbell rang.

I groaned remembering that the guys went out to the studio until 10pm so I was home alone. I got out of bed and walked downstairs, once I opened the door I gasped.

"Baby I've missed you so much!" I said throwing my arms around Cameron's neck. He didn't hug back though, instead he pushed me off of him and took a step back.

"Look, you haven't been talking to me for a while, we haven't been on a date, you haven't shown up to dance. What am I supposed to do Amy? I can't keep going like this, my girl isn't talking to me. So I'm breaking up with you."

I thought that would've 'broken' my heart. But instead I felt nothing, no happiness, no sadness, no heartache.

I was perfectly fine. I shrugged my shoulders. "Have a nice life, I'm done with dance for now." And with that I slammed the door in his face.

I walked back upstairs and laid on my bed thinking over what I just experienced. I had just gone through my first break up, and it didn't hurt one bit.

It should've hurt if I cared for him, right? Well in that case, maybe I never even liked him. That happenes to other people too right? That they end up not liking the guy. It's not just me being weird.

I sighed and grabbed my phone, I went onto Snapchat and I had many messages from Chloe, all I'm going to see, just not respond too.

The first three were of Chloe crying and saying 'sorry' multiple times, then the next few were videos of her harming herself. I dropped my phone into my pocket and ran out of the house heading for the hospital.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and called the first person that was on my contact list. 'Ashton'. It rang a few times and he picked up, he sounded tired.

"Dad I won't be home till late, it's Chloe down in the hospital, she's harming herself. I don't know when I'll be home I just need to make sure she's ok!" I shouted through the phone.

"Do you want us to meet you there?" Ashton asked, concern filled his voice, it made me smile knowing the guys also cared for Chloe.

"I think she'd like to see you guys too." I heard Ashton ask the others guys what they should do. "We'll meet you there." And with that he hung up. I groaned and kept on running like my life depended on it.

I ran through the hospital doors and headed straight to Chloe's room. I opened the door to see she wasn't there, I started to panic, I checked her bathroom...no sign of her.

She wasn't here. I slowly dragged my body into the waiting room where my family was. Calum was the first to see me and he ran up to me giving me a hug.

"How is she?" That's when I broke. I fell to the floor cradling my knees into my chest. "She's not in there!" I cried out, and as if by magic her nurse came walking by.

"Where's Chloe Rodgers?" I demanded. The nurse gave me a small smile. "She tried to commit suicide, she's lost a lot of blood. She's in surgery now."

My eyes widened and my knees grew weak. She actually tried to commit suicide. "H-how?" The nurse pulled me up off of the floor.

"It's not my job to tell you, you should ask her." She started to walk away. "But what happens if she's already dead? Who'll tell me then huh?!" The nurse ignored me and carried on walking down the corridor.

I started pacing back and forth. The guys were trying to calm me down but that wasn't going to happen. I decided I should call the rest of our friends, I got my phone and called Anna.

She picked up almost instantly. "Get the others and come down to the hospital! It's Chloe, she tried to commit suicide!" And I hung up. Hopefully, they'll arrive shortly.

After sitting on Michael's lap, burying my face into his shoulder crying my eyes out the others arrived. I got up and tried to make myself look better, but there was no point in trying.

I was a complete mess. Ricky saw me first and grabbed my hand taking me outside. "What the hell happened to her? Full story please."

I sighed and explained everything to him. Starting from why Jacob and Chloe broke up, apparently I was the only one who knew.

Ricky was still holding my hands because he knew he was what was keeping me up on my feet. If he let go of my hands I'd fall straight to the floor.

"You know Chloe loves you, right?" I sniffed and nodded. "Not that kind of love Amy." My eyes widened.

"S-she's in l-love with me?" Ricky nodded. "She told us a few weeks after you started school near enough 10 years ago." My heart sank. Chloe loves me, yet she's never done anything about it?

"What do I do?" Ricky shrugged his shoulders. "I think you should think about your feelings towards her, and if it turns out you love her like that too, you should tell her before she does something else like her actions today." I sniffed and nodded, I pulled Ricky closer to me and hugged him. "Thank you."