Chapter 30

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Amy's POV

It's been another month and I've regained all my memory, however, my brain thing-shig has gotten worse.

From time to time I'd wake up in the middle of the night sweating from bad dreams and I see someone in my room shortly.

She looks like me, except her skin is covered in scars and her eyes are red, her teeth are pointed and she's so scary.

That's the thing that's been controlling me. Her. I haven't told my dads about her if they say I screamed in the night I just shrug it off and change the topic.

Today I have another doctors appointment to see how my Schizoaffective disorder is doing. The dads are coming along and they're going to come into the doctors office with me.

We pulled up at the hospital and once I got out the car I saw her. It took my all not to scream out in fright.

She was standing in front of the entrance to the doctors so I had to walk up towards her, she kept giving me an evil glare showing her red beaming eyes.

One by one the guys walked straight through her, now it was only me. The guys all turned around to face me.

"You coming Amy?" I nodded my head and bit my lip. As each few seconds went by I took a step closer towards her.

The guys knew something was wrong so Luke ran in to go and get my doctor. My doctor ran outside and saw me shaking, tears starting to run down my face.

She ran up to me and grabbed me by the shoulders to keep me from falling to the ground. "Deep breaths Amy, you need to tell me what's going on."

I nodded my head and started to take multiple deep breaths trying to calm myself down.

Once I calmed down I sat on the ground, my dads all sitting in front of me and my doctor sitting beside me.

"Amy, why were you so scared?" She questioned, I looked up at the guys and they were all staring at me, obviously waiting for my answer.

"I've started seeing someone from inside my head." I firmly stated. Michael's eyes widened and my doctor ran inside to grab a piece of paper.

She came back out and handed it to me. "Draw her." She instructed me, I took the paper from her and started drawing me.

All I had to do to make it into her is mess up her hair a bit, make her clothes have holes in, make her arms covered in cuts.

When I handed the paper back to the doctor she pulled me into a hug. "Maybe therapy can also help with Schizoaffective disorder."

She suggested to my dads, they exchanged looks then looked back at me. "What?" I snapped. Ashton sighed and faced the doctor.

"She'll be going to therapy." He stated, I scoffed. "And what? I don't get a say in this? I mean, this is about me!" I shouted.

The doctor quickly grabbed my face and made me look directly in her eyes. "Amy, you can fight this disorder, therapy will help you fight it off. It'll give you more power."

She stated whilst looking directly at me. I looked back at her, but I then noticed movement in the bushes behind her.

I clung onto her arm and she gave me a look of confusion. I looked up at her with wide eyes and she looked back at the bush that I was looking at.

"Amy, do you see her?" And that's when she jumped out holding a knife. I screamed and ran to the car, it was locked.

I was pulling on the door. "Unlock it!" I cried out, Luke pulled out the car keys and unlocked it, I jumped in and slammed the door.

"Lock it!" I cried out even louder so he could hear, he did as I command and I slid off of the seat and onto the ground so it would be harder for her to see me.

10 minutes had passed and I heard nothing outside. "It's all just a hallucination Amy, pull yourself together."

I kept telling myself, but it was no use. Every time I heard something I screamed. I looked out of the car window and I couldn't see her anymore more.

I sighed and texted Luke saying to unlock the car, he did and I got out. I looked both sides of me to check everything was ok before running back towards my dads and my doctor.

As I got there and sat down everyone was looking at me confused. "What?!" I shouted. My doctor placed her hand on my shoulder. "Amy it's obvious it's getting worse." I sighed and nodded my head. "Too obvious."

"Is there any chance that my...hallucinations could harm me?" The doctor sighed. "I'm afraid so. If the hallucinations become stronger it may seem that they place weapons in front of you and convince you to use them."

I sighed. "So I could end up being...dead?" The doctor sighed and nodded. "But if you go to therapy, they will be able to help you even more."

I sighed and stood up. "Well I best be off to therapy then. Where am I going?" I asked the doctor, the doctor smiled and handed me a card.

"Follow these directions from here, and you'll get there in 10 minutes if driving, if walking around 20-30 minutes."

I nodded my head and started walking. "Amy, I wouldn't go alone if I were you!" The doctor shouted after me. "And also, you're extremely brave." She stated once she had walked up to me.

I slightly smiled and waited for Luke to catch up to me. "The others coming?" He shook his head. "They're going to head home and start making dinner."

I nodded and the two of us started walking. "So how long have you been seeing this...person?" Luke asked carefully, making sure he used the right words. "Around abouts a month now."

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