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I'm dead now. For real. I'm with you. I'm with him. When you die, all your sins, wishes, dreams, actions, everything passes through your head. In a flash, I was with my old love, Calum; in the other I remembered my miserable childhood; in another I saw my rebellious adolescence.

You lose your body but your mind is working. I still had salvation but I didn't want to be alive. When the series of memories flashing through your mind stops, you see how bad your sins were, and realise you want to be alive and dead at the same time; that's when you lose your consciousness. That's when you automatically stop. That's when you're really dead.

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