For Money or Her

caught up

I'm so

Caught up

Got me feelin' it

Caught up

I don't know what it is

But it seems she's got me twisted  ---- Usher

Leianne ;;;

I sat in the living with the bag of money beside me smiling.

"So you ignore the shit I told you then?" Rick yelled in my face.

My smile swiftly became a frown.

"Not so funny now huh?"

"Rick, its not even that deep, you got your money and them niggas dead ain't it?"

He clenched his fist.

"That's not the fucking point Leianne imagine one of them shot you then what?"

I looked down sulking, maybe I didn't fully think it through but I couldn't keep my guard down.

"Whatever Rick there's yall money you should be thanking me" I said standing up but he just pushed me down.

"I don't know what's up with you, you want me to send you to live back with your mum again"

I slapped him across his face then folded my arms. He pushed me and we instantly broke out into a fight.

"Ayo chill" I heard Chis yell.

I felt my body being lifted off.

"Fuck you Leianne if it wasn't for me where the fuck would you be? You treat me like shit and I take them hits but not this fucking time" Rick said trying to get out of Hakeem's grasp.

I broke into a cry as I was taken upstairs.

"Leave me alone" I said once I got to my room.

"Aye ma I'm just seeing if you alright man, that shit was foul"

"I don't give a shit about what you have to say Heartless now get the fuck out"

He went to my door closing it and locking it.

"You can go round and disrespect your cousin but you ain't gonna keep disrespecting me iyte? I will fuck your shit up harder than what Rick done believe me"

I pulled my gun out but he just knocked it out my hand.

"Keep disrespecting me and eventually a bullet will be in your skull"

"What's your problem?"

"Your my fucking problem, I didn't know my home boy had to go through this bullshit teenager shit, you fucking disrespectful"

"What you doing now? In my room telling me I'm fucking disrespectful"

He walked closer to me holding me by my neck and pushed me up against the wall.

"On a serious note talk to me crazy again and I'm fucking you up"

"In what way" I said smirking.

He looked down at me with a raised eye brow then let go.

"Fuck you Leianne" He said shaking his head.

"Fuck you too Heartless" I yelled.

He pushed me against the wall holding my hands above my head and begun tonguing me down. This is a moment I've been waiting for, for the longest.

"Shit" He mumbled letting me go. 

He shook his head, unlocked my door then went back down stairs.

I touched my lips and smiled.