"Stupid," he yelled inside his head, self-critizing everything he's ever done.
"Goddammit!" He screamed to himself.
"You're not stupid." They would have told him,
"Then why do I feel so useless?
You think I'm perfect, but I'm not.
I'm waging a was against my own thoughts.
One that leaves me feeling low,
The kind I don't think you know.
I can't do anything right,
All I do is this internal fight.
You tell me I'm good, I know I'm bad,
And I know that thought makes you sad,
But I'm nothing more than a useless toy,
So I suggest you find another boy...
...to love. Because I'm just stupid."
