Unspeakable (boyxboy)

The truth.

Zanders pov.

I could tell something had been bothering Rayne, I just wish he would tell me what. As I left the infirmary I walked into my room to see Rayne looking down in shame. As I lightly knocked on the door he looked up grimly.

"I need to tell you some-" he muttered before I cut him off.

"Just tell me love, you can tell me anything."

Raynes pov.

I took a deep breath and looked at Zander with tears in my eyes. "I'm so sorry." I started to cry.

"A year ago my father got married to this lady, she has a son who's 19. Everything was fine before they got moved in...my stepmother and father started leaving us alone together more and more. At first it was for a few hours, then days, then a week or two. After a while my stepbrother started coming onto me." Zanders wolf flashed through his eyes. I placed my hand on his shoulder, not to just comfort him but me also. " I ignored it at first, which made him angry. So he started telling them that I was calling him names, hitting him, that I was coming on to HIM." I started to cry harder as the memories flooded back. "My dad knew I was gay but never believed me until then. He started to ignore me or if I even looked in the direction of any guy when we went out I'd immediately get hit when we reached the car or home. My stepmother would slap or kick me when I didn't do exactly as my stepbrother would say. This was about six months into it. He would grab me out of nowhere and pin me against a wall and just laugh as I cried. I began searching for my mother when things started getting really bad. Her and my father went their separate ways when they realized they just weren't true mates. My father threatened to murder me and my mother if he didn't keep me so she let me stay. Fortunately my mom had kept tabs on me after coming back to her old pack here so it wasn't that hard to find her. My stepbrother found out my plans to run away and told on me. My dad and stepmother beat me half to death and left me for my stepbrother. He raped me repeatedly until I became unconscious. My mother came looking for me and eventually after asking people showed up at my house. Her wolf smelled all of the blood from a mile away. She crept into the basement and rushed me to the hospital, I hadn't shifted yet so there was no way for me to heal sooner and no reason for the doctors to be suspicious. We pressed charges and they're now in prison. I understand if you don't want me as your mate anymore and I will immediately leave and get out of your hair. I know I'm disgusting and don't deserve a mate." I was sobbing uncontrollably by the time I ended. I couldn't believe he understood any of my words. I could tell he did though by the way he was shaking uncontrollably.

"WHY WOULD I NOT WANT YOU!? YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!I COULDN'T HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER MATE! NOBODY WILL EVER TOUCH YOU AGAIN. I WILL MAKE SURE OF IT. IF THEY DO THEY WILL FEEL MY WRATH. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF ANYONE DOESN'T DESERVE SOMETHING IT'S ME WHO DOESN'T DESERVE YOU!" I flinched away from him as he stood to his feet, when he began to shout I started trembling more.

Zanders pov.

I shook uncontrollably as I tried to control my anger. I didn't mean to shout, I just couldn't control myself. I looked over to Rayne as he lay trembling on the bed. I scooped him up, he immediately wrapped his legs around my waist clinging onto me for dear life.

"I love you, I will always love you, I didn't mean to shout. I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you." I began crying along with him. I buried my face in his hair and sobbed along with him. For once I let my guard down, not putting a hard front up for anyone. I layed Rayne on the bed and covered us with the blanket slowly drifting to sleep with Rayne lying tightly in my arms.

A/N

SO, this is shitty for probably more than one reason...but aye I got kicked out of a park because a certain ginger named Luke is stupid and some old mexican people stared at us from across a pond. That was creepy. I tried to wave at them but they just went back to there fishing..ahem anywhore...sorry for late update yatta yatta yatta imma go now bye!