I hate you (Harry styles fan-fiction) TRIGGER WARNING

Ch.3 - Through the dark

Hey guys :) Hope you like what I have so far!!!! I know it sucks really bad but this is my first story writing. Please comment and tell me what you think. Love you.

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Jessica's POV:

Iv'e been walking around for over 45 minutes now, wondering how im going to work this whole mom situation out. How Im going to do this without doing something i'll regret. The aching pain inside me just won't go away. I just wish I could be alone right now. Alone in my room as I cry myself to sleep, wondering where I went wrong. I feel like im losing myself.

Im so caught up in everyone else's problems that I haven't had time to fix my own. To fix myself. I wonder if people see me how I see myself. Then it all makes sense. If I saw me, I'd do the same things they do to me.

I start walking faster as I see a liquor store. Well, here goes nothing. I slowly walked in trying to get this over with. This is the only way. The only choice I have. Whatever happens, happens. I'll just......steal. Yeah, steal. Can't be that hard right? Maybe they won't notice. I doubt they have any alarms or anything. I mean, look at this place. Its a dump. It wouldn't matter if they did or not. I have no choice.

Its either this or........... Im actually scarred to imagine

I walked through an aisle and grabbed a six pack of bud light. I then stopped and thought about how im going to do this. Run? eh I really have no choice. I put my grey hood down even though I knew this wasn't going to work and immediately started heading to the door swiftly. "Hey, what the hell do you think your doing? " An old man with a smokers like voice asked bluntly. I then immediately ran as fast as I could out the door. I ran down the street as fast as my short legs could get me, not daring to look back. I could hear yelling from behind me but I didn't care. At this point I could swear I heard my heart beating.

I ran as fast as I could with the adrenaline in full speed. My heart was beating so fast it made a lump make it's way in the back of my throat. I could feel the tears threatening to fall as the cold, wind slapped me in the face making me shiver uncontrollably.

While running I realized that this was a really bad idea and I immediately regretted ever doing it. As I was running I heard sirens from behind me slowly getting closer and closer by the second. At this point, I knew that my life was over. Everything I just did will soon lead to me getting in a shit load of trouble. All of a sudden I saw a cop car drive up beside me and stop. I kept running but I knew it was no use.

The cop started jolting my way and soon enough grabbed a hold of my wrist that was holding the beer. "You have the right to remain silence." He said as he took the beer out from my grasp and put my hands behind my back, handcuffing me. At this point I didn't care. The tears just fell, and I felt like I no longer had any control over myself.

At this point I knew there was no point in begging. Im officially screwed. The cop grabbed me by the arm, pulling me towards the car. I got in and he shut the door. He then immediately started driving off. Why am I so stupid? This was obviously a bad idea. ughhh. Why do I always end up with the consequences? I had no choice. As I was contemplating with myself the car suddenly stopped.

The cop got out of the drivers seat and opened the door, grabbing me again, by the arm, leading me to the station. When we got in, they did the basics. Trust me. This isn't the first time something like this has happened. They asked for my name, age, you know. The basics. I refused to tell them my moms number because I knew he would be beyond pissed. They didn't really fight with me on that since I was 18. They gave me the choice to call someone. But, ugh I don't know who. Like I said, Im a loser. I don't exactly have any friends. As I was sitting in a chair fighting with myself on whether or not who I should call, I heard someone walk in. I turned to see......Harry? I suddenly got up, confused on why the hell Harry was here.

Of all people. Why would he be here. I looked at him with a confused expression wanting to know why the hell he was here. He just looked at me and........smirked. He really is a dickhead I swear.