Ch. 5 - End of the day

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Harry's POV:

Its currently 6:00am and I still haven't fallen asleep. I can't stop thinking about what she said. I know that I was a dick to her and stuff, but I didn't think she really was phased by it. Im honestly mean to her because I don't want to fall for her.

Wow. Shes so beautiful right now and I wish I had the guts to tell her. But she doesn't deserve me. Her long brown hair is in a messy bun that frames her face. Her perfect, pink lips are barely touching my skin as her head is laid in the crook of my neck. She was bared face but looked as beautiful as ever. Her dimples slightly peeking through her tan skin. I know I shouldn't, but I cant help it. I took her hand slowly, raising up slightly. I started to take off the endless amount of bracelets dangling from her dainty wrists. When I took them off, I was shocked at what I saw. There must have been thousands of cuts going up and down her arms. I could see endless amounts of burn marks scattered on her frail skin. She started to squirm, slowly opening her eyes. I couldn't help but smile at her beauty but soon frowned at what I just saw.

She looked down once she saw the piles of bracelets beside me. She sat up quickly, taking the bracelets and anxiously putting them on her wrists again. Before she could I quickly hugged her. "Why?" I asked, tearing up. "Harry." She said shakily. I pulled away looking into her bright blue eyes. "Ugh." She slightly breathed. I could see her chest rising and falling faster and faster. And all at once.......she completely....broke down. A sight I hate seeing. She covered her face with her hands, quietly sobbing. "Hey....hey everything going to be ok." I reassured her and I lifted her chin to see her eyes red and puffy. "People use to tell me that when I was younger." She slightly chuckled. "But things just got worse." a tear slid down her cheek. I wiped it away carefully with my thumb as I caressed her cheek. I slowly started leaning in.

"I promise." I said before pressing my lips onto her soft ones. The kiss what sweet, and I urged for more but do to the situation. This was enough. It was only for 10 seconds. But its what Iv been waiting for, for what feels like an eternity. The kiss was unlike every other girl I kissed. I actually felt..at home with the kiss. If that makes sense...Which has never happened to me before because usually I just try to get into their pants. But this.......this was different. I meant what I said when I told her I promise things will get better. Because in reality....

"Im the real screw up."

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