I can't do this anymore

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It's week 8 now of the live shows, the boys are singing two songs tonight and I'm front row to catch the whole thing.

"Union J" the loud voice boomed out the speakers and the boys came out the sliding doors as the music started playing. As Jaymi sang the last note of The Winner Takes It All the audience leaped up and cheered as did I. They got great comments, which they deserved. After every other act sang their first song the boys retuned for the second. They sang 'i'll be there' and it was beautiful. Me and George held eye contact throughout almost the whole song. I couldn't help but feel so guilty for everything I've done to him. Once the show was finished I went back stage to meet the boys. I knocked on their dressing room then went in. The only people in there were George and Josh. Great. George walked over to me and gave me a kiss and a tight hug. Over Georges shoulder I could see Josh smirking. Omg I can't do this anymore. At the start I thought it was a once or twice time thing. I told myself the thrill and excitement of it all would be worth it, but it's not. Not in the slightest! Not worth breaking the one I really love heart, I'm a monster.

"You alright Lucy?" George questioned sounding concerned. I snapped out of my daydream (more like nightmare)

"Yeah George I just... You did amazing tonight"

"You really think so? I don't even care about what the judges think as long as you're impressed" he smiled pecking my lips again. "But are you sure your ok? You seem a bit distant" George worried sounding concerned again.

"I'm fine just tired" I lied.

"Well your not going to bed just yet, I'm taking you out for dinner" he smiled holding my hand. I smiled back as he lead me out the dressing room door. Not a single word from Josh the whole time we were in there. We walked along the corridors and out the front door to one of the XFactor cars that were waiting.

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Ok guys I know this is short but I need to save the next bit for the next chapter considering it might be the last one or maybe the second last one :/ not sure yet.

I still need to know if you guys want a sequel or not. Tbh I don't even know if you guys like this fanfic or not so give me piles of feed pack please! ALL OF YOU!

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~Georges Girls~

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