A Thick Girl's Passion

Mall Day Out

-Zaniyah-

It has been two weeks and it seems like by the day things are getting worse. Last week Kyree announced he and Shanique are together and it killed me ten time worse than it did before. Never in the four years I have known him has he ever been in a real relationship and I wished I was the one he was with instead of her. She don't deserve him.

Rahkim is mad at me because he swears I'm going back to how I was but I'm not even though I'm hurt I would never do that again especially over a boy. I haven't really been with Kim and Des like that because they're both have lives and I don't but oh well.

Today was Saturday and my parents went to my grandma house in south jersey for the weekend so that leaves me all alone. I got hungry so I walked downstairs to cook me some breakfast. I cooked beef sausage links, blueberry waffles, and grits. As soon as I put the grits on somebody knocked on the door and I ran to go open it.

Speaking of them Kim and Des was at the door, stepping back I let them in and I went back to finish cooking.

"Hey strangers" I said

"Girl don't do that we always ask you do you want to chill you say no" Des said

"Yea like I want to be the odd one out when ya with your boyfriends but whatever do you guys want something to eat."

"Zaniyah stop ok we trying and you're not, all you do is stay in the house, what do you expect us to do be in the house with you all day bored to"

Laughing I ignored them and finished stirring the grits and adding butter, cheese and sugar to them. I cut them off and made extra waffles for them. I never said I wanted them to be stuck in the house, all I said was I didn't want to be the only single one when they go out with their boyfriends. It's fine though because I'm used to being the boring lifeless one.

"So you're just going to ignore us?" Des Said

"What do you want me to say Destiny never did I once tell ya to fucking stay in the house with me , and be bored and miserable like me so what does it matter, I'm cool like I am, ya can leave now so you won't have to be so fucking bored."

"Calm down Niyah I didn't even mean it like that I'm just saying" Kim sighed

"K"

"Omg you're so difficult but do you want to go to this party on first ave, Dasia giving it so you know the thot queen is going to have everyone there it's going to be lit."

"Nah I'm good"

"Zaniyah you're going to go no matter what so hurry up and finfish eating because after we done you're driving us to the mall."

Shaking my head leave it up to my annoying as cousin to not only request me to go somewhere but offer my serves. After we finished eating I went in my room and took a shower. Once I got out they both were laying across my bed, I walked pass them and went in my closet.

I put on some black tights, a white crop top, with my Jordan 11 black space jams. It was September but it was 85 degrees outside. Leaving my wild hair out and about, I decided to just put some moisturizes and some Eco Styler gel in it so it wouldn't look dry. Once I went back in my room I told them to come one, grabbing my keys and Bag we left out the door and into my car that I just got out of the shop on Wednesday.

"Pass me the aux cord" Kim said from the back seat

As soon as she got it she turned on Ann Marie different and I sighed. Leave it up to this bitch to play some shit like this to get me in my feeling. Pulling up to the mall 20 minutes later we all jumped out and headed inside.