A Thick Girl's Passion

My Super Man or My Kryptonite

Zaniyah-

It was now 5th period which was lunch and I did not want to go. Ra held my things while we walked down the hall. Tre was the highlight of my day he kept me laughing with his lame ass jokes. Like now this nigga is really acting like my body guard pushing people out the way so I can walk though. Oh how I loved this boy.

"What you trying to eat dolly?" Ra asked

"I want pepperoni pizza but tell Mr.P it's for me so he can let you cut and we could get the good ones"

"Aight you gone be good here by yourself until everyone get here?"

"I'm good"

I sat at the table by myself and just thought. I felt bad for telling Ky I hated him when I honestly didn't, my feelings for him are still the same but it's complicated. I hated him for choosing her over me, and telling me he has always liked me made it even worst. I was in my thoughts for a few more minutes before everybody started taking their seats.

"Here you go dolly" Ra said kissing my cheek

"Thank you RaRa"

"So Niyah how does it feel to have been shot does it hurt like really bad" Shanique said sitting across from me.

Everybody just looked at her and Des looked like she wanted to smack the shit out of her, even Kyree looked at her like the dumbass she was. I on the other hand thought the shit was funny. I cannot take her seriously even when we was cool in the summer and shit she always was the dumb one in the group.

"How do you think it feels to get shot smartness" I said still laughing

"It hurts like a muthafucka it feels like your skin is ripping apart and you feel like your body is on fire, I mean the medicine takes the pain away for a little bit but trust me it does come back and when it do you feel like you would rather be dead, your body gets all tight and it feels like your skin is burning off, I couldn't even get out the bed this morning because I felt like I was burning alive, but other than that it's Gucci" I said laughing at this fool

Everybody looked at me with pity in their eyes, but I'm good so I don't know why they look like that. At the corner of my eyes I seen Destiny fuming like she wanted to go off on Shanique but in all honesty I wasn't mad at her for asking because I knew someone was going to ask that.

"Damn Lion I'm sorry that happened to you, no one deserves to go through that especially you"

"It's cool you guys I promise, it was just my arm and leg it could have been worst so I'm thankful that I'm still here with minor issues verses the man who actually got killed yesterday from that drive by"

"Did they found who did it?"

"I don't know my parents said the police are coming to interview me tomorrow but I didn't see anything because I was two busy trying to stop the tears from falling out my eyes when I was getting out my car and then it happened so I don't know how I'm going to be of much use"

"Damn that's fucked up" Mike said shaking his head

"Ok guys can we change the subject I don't really want to talk about it anymore" I said biting into my pizza.

I just threw major shade at Kyree and no one caught it but him because he was looking at me with sorry eyes. I feel messed up now because I kind of feel like he think I blame him, when I don't at all the only person at fault is the person who shot me. So I smiled at him to kind of take back what I said he smiled back but I could tell it wasn't a real one.