A Thick Girl's Passion

No time for games

-Zaniyah-

Once again I was left feeling empty what made it worse this time was the feeling of being played with. If he like me so much why he couldn't just explain that to me instead of playing with me, I'm not a fucking game I'm human.

"Dolly your tryna cook for us we hungry as hell and your house be stacked with food."

"Hell no RaRa it's bad enough ya ass barged in my house and now ya want me to cook for all ya no"

"You really the only one that knows how to cook that's why dolly please"

I looked around at all these assholes laid around my Livingroom and rolled my eyes. Out of these nine assholes not one could cook.

"Shanique you can't cook either" I asked praying she could because I did not want to cook all these people by myself.

"Hell no girl unless you want your house burned down."

"Ya really can't be serious first ya wake me up out my good as sleep right before I got in a bubble bath with August and now ya want me to cook, hell no ya got to pay me for my food and services" I said holding my hand out

"It's like that dolly"

"Hell yes"

"Girl bye I'm your cousin I eat here for free"

"Me too I have a best friend discount" Kim said

Laughing at them I agreed because they were going to eat regardless so it didn't matter. I collected five dollars from the asshole crew and went in the kitchen to start cooking. I decided to make lunch since it was 3:15. I decided to make burgers stuffed with Cheese and green peppers, home fries with onions in them and some grape Kool-Aid.

Half way through Kyree walked in and sat on the counter next to where I was standing. I simply rolled my eyes and continued to stuff the rest of the burgers and cook them.

"So you don't see me sitting here"

"Not really"

He laughed and then got quiet, I felt him staring at me but I didn't dare to even glance at him.

"What's the problem?" he asked in a serious tone

"Shouldn't you been in there with you girlfriend?"

"Nah I'm cooling where I'm at but I want to know what the hell is your problem you looking like you got an attitude with me and I didn't even do shit"

"Can you please go back in there" I said looking at him with pleading eyes.

If he didn't leave I was going to start crying. I'm a very emotional being and I'm ok with that but I refuse to let him see me weak. How could he play with my feelings like that, all these years I thought he would never like someone like me and now to hear he does and he knew I liked him back. But instead of being a man he tried to play with me like a little ass boy who hits the girl he likes would.

"Nah I'm not going know where until you tell me what the fuck I did"

"GET OUT" I yelled

Thank god my living room and kitchen was far apart because I would not want anyone seeing this, plus they were watching a movie and my TV was loud as hell.

"Who the fuck do you think you yelling at I'm not one of these little as boys you can say shit out the side of your neck with" he said getting in my face

"Now tell me"

We stood there staring in each other eyes I tried so hard to swallow my tear but any minute I knew they were going to spill out. Kim walked into the kitchen right on time and he backed up but not before whispering to me that we was going to finish the conversation later.