Imagine (11)

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by wdymderekk

by wdymderekk

sad jack gilinsky imagine

by, Moodywilk

'Ring'
'Ring'
'Ring'

'Your call has been forwarded to voicemail'

'Hey it's (Y/N) here, I'm either busy or purposely avoiding your calls, leave a message I'll see if I want to get back to you.. Anyways Have a great day.'

I've heard this voice mail maybe about fifty times , I never will get tired of it . It's her voice it's probably the only time I will be hearing it in a while..

I sigh and put my head on the steering wheel, " Hey it's me Jack .. You ain't gotta answer none of my calls but I believe you will pick up one day , I hope time will put a change in your life.. I've realized how you put a change in my life; and I don't want to spend it with no body else.. But what I'm saying is you don't have to make your mind up right now.. Don't rush . There's no pressure. I'm sorry." I say before I hang up

I wipe my eyes making sure there isn't any remaining tears and pull out of the parking spot and drive to (Y/N) house she needs to know how much I miss her, how sorry I am, and that I still love her and how she changed me so much... And that I can't loose her.

It's not long before i make it to her house, I park the car in her drive way and take a quick glance at my self- red puffy dark glossy eyes, pale skin, tear stains on my cheeks ,and my brown quiff in a mess.- I really look heart broken . I run my hand over my face and head up to her door, I nock three times I hear ruffling from behind the door. (Y/N) finally opens up but not fully the Lock limits the length , I stare at her wary eyes and tears stained on her face. "Hi" I say nervously scratching the back of my neck , she's closes the door to unlock the lock and opened it fully. "Hi" he says leaning on the door in her sweat pants and sweater ; the pockets full of tissues, and her hair in a messy bun. " I know your sorry, I've heard your Voice mails , why are you here?" He scolds I squeeze my eyes shut. "You haven't responded so I thought this was the best way ;coming to our- your house will be the only way for you to listen to me. " I say and open them.

"Well it worked im listening.."She's says blankly
"Can I come in?"I asks stuffing my hands in my pockets she nods and I walk in, the sent of cinnamon Surrounds me , Me and (Y/N)'s favourite Sent of Candle.
I take a seat on the couch brushing away some tissues. "Sorry about that..." She's say attempting to pick some up but I stop her " it's alright what we need to talk about is more important , I could care less about the tissues."

She nods and sits beside me tucking her knees to her chest, we stare at each other for a bit I missed her so much - her lips, her eyes, her body, her in general- "you're a mess, look at you" she says bringing her hand to my cheek caressing it; her touch has an affect on me, I swallow hard. "I've missed you" I say softly "I know and I do too but you have to understand that you weren't giving me any attention nor did you treat me like I was yours."

I frown as her delicate hand parts from my face "Jack , you have been so cold to me , we be in the bed together but its like we sleepin solo, and I thought maybe it's me so when we had our fight for 8 straight days I learned my lesson and I understand it isn't me.. It's you" she's said the last part . I nod understanding " it just I thought you were only in it for the money , so I didn't pay you no mind and I'm sorry that I treated you like that , and because of me we are like this we are in this situation"

"Why would I do that I ain't no gold digger" she chuckles her laugh makes me smile but it surely fades away " I don't love you for your money I'm fine with out your money . But when we're together we are so young but live so old ; we barley go to parties or do fun things or when you do it's without me .. Like I was saying It's like we aren't together..." She frowns

I finally realize it's me it's me who is breaking and ripping us apart even though I need her the most I make her feel like I don't need her at all.

"Baby girl I didn't even know ...." My eyes get blurry from tears " I was so scared that you would leave me not let me explain but I want you to know that even though I make you feel useless You have purpose in this relationship & I do need you the most.

"I love you so much that I don't think you realize, I want you to for give me- I need you to forgive me . With out you I'm incomplete I'm lost so please forgive me please" I beg tears sit on the rims of my eyes

Her eyes dart over my face a tear drops I take my thumb up to wipe her tears she nods and brings her lips to mine.

"I love you(Y/N) so much I can never leave you again"I mumble against the kiss

"I won't leave you baby, I love you too"

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I like this ! This is based off the song No Pressure💗