Words I Cannot Say

Need to Know

I need to know why
You passed me up
No matter what I did
You didn't want me
We were supposed to be friends

You picked someone else
I didn't like fighting
I gave up on you
While others kept hope
I lost my best friend

I need to know why
Nobody wanted me
Everybody left me alone
Treated me like trash

I tried to find someone else
They didn't want me either
They hurt me
Ruined my fun
Threw me in the dirt

You need to know why
I pushed everyone away
I kept to myself
Over time walks were built

I was tired of being hurt
Felt I was better alone
No one will fight
Meant no more harm

You need to know why
I don't like talking
Don't make new friends
It hurts when passed up

I have to stay protected
Or I'll get hurt
I don't want to be left behind
It hurts to much every time
I have felt it one to many times