All you have done is tell me
I'm not enough
I'm sorry I've hurt you
I'm not strong enough
I've tried being what you need
I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I'm hurting you
I'm not selfless enough
I've tried helping you
I'm not smart enough
I'm sorry I can't be there anymore
I'm not thoughtful enough
I've tried loving you the way you need me to
I've never tried enough
I'm sorry
I'm so so sorry
I'm just a selfish
Thoughtless
Careless
Weakling
Who can't do anything right
I'm sorry I can't say what you need
Who can't fight for what you want me to fight for
I'm sorry I can't be where you need
Whose given up on everything and everyone
I'm sorry I can't be what you need
I just don't know how to anymore
I just don't know how to be who you need me to be
I'm sorry
I'm just not enough
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Words I Cannot Say
PoetryThis is my way of dealing. Anything I cant say out loud goes down. Any feelings I must hide I write it out.