I'm so alone
It brings me pain
I'm overwhelmed
I need to escapeLose myself in music
Studying notes
Moving hands
Till he comes to mindI break all over again
It hurts to much
I give up
There must be a way outWords on paper
It's all me
So many emotions
Only works for a whileI'm still reminded
Only makes it more visible
I hate this
I have to do something
I must escapeWhat if it works
Just a little cut
Then another
Another
Soon I can't stopI no longer need it
I escaped from it all
No pain
It's all dark
Nothing left for me
It's all over now
YOU ARE READING
Words I Cannot Say
PoetryThis is my way of dealing. Anything I cant say out loud goes down. Any feelings I must hide I write it out.