DANCING QUEEN AND THE BEAST

Time to say goodbye

                CHAPTER EIGHT

After Dylan managed to help me get the scholarship form to my mother in Italy so she could sign it I walked into the dance studio & handed it over to Mrs Donaldson.

 My hands were sweaty & shaking when I slowly passed them over to her, she looked them over then looked me up & down with a sad smile "you know Cara I remember when both you & Blaze Landon attended my classes together you were so cute together & when you danced it was like that was what you were both born to do but then something happened along the way & he stopped coming here & I watched you perform alone or with your dance team & it was like the light that surrounded you when you danced with him was gone."

 She gave a sigh placing the forms I had given her on her desk before gently patting my shoulder "do not get me wrong honey I want you to attend this dance school in America because even without Blaze you are still a true dancing queen but I can not help wishing that he would come back & give you back the light that he took from you."

Blinking away tears I shook my head sadly "even if Blaze was to come back now I would never forgive him for what he did & I would never have that light that you say I had back then."

Mrs Donaldson gave a sad sigh & looked like she was fighting to keep her own tears in "okay honey then if you would like to start cleaning I will leave you to it" I gave a nod then went to grab my cleaning gear so I could get to work.

As I was walking past the room that Blaze & his crew usually used I heard sad music playing & moved to the door for a closer look.

Blaze was dancing to the music but his movements were just as sad as the music like his heart was breaking.

Pushing the door open a little more I slid into the room trying to stay unnoticed as I watched him perform his moves using the whole room to reflect his torment but as I thought he hadn't noticed me he swung around towards me, like he could feel me there with him.

He held out his hand while giving me a pleading look so slowly I stepped towards him, he took my hand & brought us together.

His arm curled around my tiny little waist holding me almost possessively as he moved us in time to the music "my wife will be a famous dancer one that the world will cherish but when she is in my arms she will be just a small town girl that fell in love with a bad boy like me."

He paused pressing his face into my shoulder & I felt his tears hit my skin "while she is dancing on the world stage she will be thinking back to the times that she was in my arms & wishing that she was here with me."

His arms started to crush me & I heard him give a painful sob as his muscle body shook against mine "when she is laying in bed of a night she will remember the times that we made love like we were dancing & her body will grow hot just thinking about it."

His hands slowly started to lift my shirt & brushed against my warm sensitive skin "she will give me one more night with her before she walks away, one night for me to live out my dreams before she takes my heart & leaves forever."

Tears blinded me as I listened to his whispered pleas & I moaned softly when his warm hands rubbed against my bare stomach before clutching my hips dragging me closer to him "please Cara just give me one more night with you" he whispered in my ear pleadingly.

With a sob of my own I gave a nod & allowed him to pull me from the dance studio & with him towards his home.

He didn't take me inside to his room instead he led me around the back of the house & into his own private dance studio.

He closed & locked the door before going over & turning on his stereo then he came back to me, he carefully removed our clothes while never taking his eyes from mine then he lifted me up & hooked my legs around his waist.

While he gently but expertly made love to me he lent his head against mine looking at me through his tears "you are who I want as my wife, when I whispered into your ear it was you who I was talking about, it is you that I want as my life partner, it is you that I want to be the mother of my children & it is you that I want to hear whisper in my ear that you love me."

As his tears started to flow down his cheeks he crushed me against him while he moved us around the room to the music, his body moving against mine also in time to the music while I cried out each & every time, my gasps were his name before with aloud cry I quivered against him.

When his own body found relief he did not let go of me instead while still holding me he carefully lay down until his body was pressing into mine while he pressed kisses all over my face & pleaded with me not to leave him, to forgive him for being such a fool for so many years but with my own tears falling I cupped his face between my hands & pressed a kiss to his lips then whispered "no" I couldn't, I wouldn't forgive him for breaking my heart all because he was to blind to see that I loved him just as much as he loved me.

That was the last night I spent with Blaze Landon before I started to get ready for my new life in America.

All my time was taken up with practicing my dance moves & improving on them & when I wasn't doing that I was spending all my time with my crew & Dylan especially as the time grew closer & I started to get cold feet about leaving & then I was worrying about missing Blaze, as much as I hate to admit it that was going to be the hardest hurdle for me to get over because no matter how much I told myself that I wouldn't miss a guy that had hurt me so much in the past I knew that I would miss him more then anyone else, the great Blaze Landon may just make me regret my decision to leave here & start a new.