Grade 5 na ako, and as always pasukan na ulit, hindi lang ako masyadong sanay sa room ko ngayon, kasi bumaba ang section ko, dahil nga kay Ethan, I Don't know why, but i can't blame him for what happend last year,
I Don't know, my brain says,
"You need to blame him, beacause he's the reason why your dearest father scoled you and your father's thrust now is nothing."
But my heart says,
"Don't blame him, beacuse it's your choice, choice mo na mahalin siya instead na mag-aral."
I don't know what i'm going to do, i think this is my Karma for broke my promise to my father. The worst is i promised again to dad that i will study hard this year,
but he said to me.
"You don't need to promise again, you don't need to dissapoint me again, about that thing you will study hard! HAHA! your funny dauther, remember you also said last year that you will study hard beacuse you want to be on the top, but you broke that promise right? so daughter don't promise again, you're always failed about that promise ha?"(and he left)
See, he never give me a chance to prove that i can.
That is the effect for what i did.
The day past, week, and month, but i still love him.
And now i cannot deny that i really really love him.
One day when are teacher's are busy for computing are grades all of the students are in the canteen, covert court and some other place in are school.
But me, nandun lang ako sa Corridor sa may tapat ng room namin, kasi nasa baba si Ethan at mas malayang matitigan ko siya mula dito, kasi all of my classmates alam nila na may gusto ako kay Ethan.
Habang tinititigan ko si Ethan sa baba.
Lumapit saakin yung isang kaklase ko:
"Mahal mo pa hangggang ngayon si Ethan?" Tanong niya.
"Ha? Yeah, i still loved him."
"Alam niya?"
"I Don't know if he's still remember everything."
"Ahh. Do you love him diba?"
"Ahh. Oo, Why?"
"Then, Prove it."
"Prove it! What?!"
"Screem his name with i love you."
"Ha? I Don't think i can't do that."
"You can."
"How?"
"Say I Love You! Ethan De Castro" and i'm a stupid person so, Ginawa ko naman.
"I LOVE YOU! ETHAN DE CASTRO!"
nung naisigaw ko na, tumingin lahat ng tao saakin mula sa baba at nginitian lang niya ako, ung parang nang-aasar.
OMG! I think nakakahiya yung ginawa ko.
I Think Ethan's now Laughing. GRRRRRR.
But i think some parts of my body are happy because i Scream his name out Loud.
After ng kahihiyan ko or should i say my scandal, Everytime they saw me, their always laughing.
I Can't blame them, kasi talagang nakakahiya yung ginawa ko.
Super. Nagpatuloy lang ang ganong mga bagay, and the school year was end.
And as always my grades are very low, the same as my average. Awwww. How sad i am. :(
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