~Jessica's POV~
I've been avoiding Dylan the past two weeks, I miss him a lot, this is actually the first time we haven't talked in that long after a fight, it would normally last two or four days, I was planning on apologizing today since the one who made an error was me and not him, but as the unlucky person I am, I got sick, I had a migraine, my head was hurting a lot and I was tired, the weird thing is that I don't get migraines, It wasn't usual.
Just as I opened my eyes I had to close them again because of the bright light.
"Jess is time to get up, we're gonna be late."Josh said while shaking me, I just groaned as a response and shoved my head into the pillow.
"What's wrong little one?" my brother asked sweetly.
"I'm not feeling very well, my head hurts, my body is aching and I'm tired." I responded rubbing my temples.
"Okay, I'll tell Harris you weren't feeling well, if you need a pill I will leave tou one in your bedside table, rest a bit and please,"he said looking at me." don't break anything." I chuckled
"I'm seventeen not four." he kissed my forehead.
"Oh! I almost forgot, I bought you the DVD of the 6th season of Supernatural." I smiled softly.
"Bye!" he shouted before going out of my room, I sisghed.
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It was two or something in the afternoon and I was bored, I had watched 9 episodes of Supernatural, heard "+" and "x"twice, in this moment I was singing "Kiss Me"
"Yeah I've been feeling everything,
from hate to love,
from love to lust,
from lust to truth,
I guess that's
how I know you." I sang along, I was reading a book, it was unreal in many ways, it almost seemed like fantasy , they lived happily ever after, it was supposed to be based on a real story, which didn't seem true at all, a perfect life is not real and I've learned that the hard way.
I'm just overthinking again, I should be enjoying this, relaxing and this wasn't working, I looked around my room.
My guitar was in one corner next to my bed, I haven't used it in a few since I've been quite sad lately and I can't think straight, but I was feeling good at the moment so why not use it.
I got up from the chair trying to reach my guitar, once I had it I played a random melody as I tuned it, once it was tuned I started playing All Of Me by John Legend, it was a good song and one of the first songs I learned.
"What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh."
Just as I finished I heard someone clapping, I turned around, Stuart was leaning on the doorframe smiling, he had a sweatshirt on.
"Hey Stu!" I said cheerfully as I embraced him.
"Jess I heard you weren't feeling good. Do you feel better now?"
"Yeah, it's just a cold, don't worry." I said.
"So, how's Dyl doing?" I asked, it doesn't mean that if we don't talk to each other we shouldn't be worried about each other.
"He's fine just a bit sad and moody, he regrets what he says, you know you two were wrong, he made something wrong, he did something wrong, you should forgive each other.
"I don't know Stu, I don't know if I can, not after the stupid thing I said, this is turning into a bloody mess." I sighed feeling frustrated.
"Jess please don't blame yourself, you both said something you regret."
Trust me, if he was here I would tell him I'm sorry." He nodded and calmed down a bit, "I really like him but he doesn't feel the same way."
"Wrong."He said slightly annoyed.
"What do you mean?" I asked a bit confused. was he hiding something?
"I have to go, I need to do homework, goodbye."
"Bye." he smiled and closed the door.
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Hi! I hope everybody is having an amazing weekend.
I really can't stand school.
Midterm exams are stressing me out, I really need to get a good grade and ugh, I'm going to need vacations after midterm exams are over.
Anyways I'm really excited to post the next 2 chapters.
"It's a good thing to be strange...
normalness leads to sadness." ~Phil Lester
~Sarah xoxo
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