Chapter 14: I Have The Worst Luck

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Suddenly going to London wasn't as exciting anymore, my thoughts were all focused on Dylan, this was really confusing but I knew that I could be anything but angry at him, it wasn't his choice.

I told him this already, after I had my panic attack I went back to the table to find that Stuart and Andrew were gone leaving Dylan and I alone, he told me how he found out on my birthday and he didn't want to tell me because it wasn't official, they didn't know yet until a few days ago, Julia wasn't moving with them though, she needed to go to UNI.

The day of the Ed Sheeran concert when he told me he loved me it was because he knew he had to go, he didn't repeat those words until about a month ago.

Josh picked me up after that, that boy was always saving me and I loved him for it, I was talking with him, we were sat down on the front porch.

"Jessie, are you okay?" My brother asked, we were sat down next to each other, one of his arms was around my shoulder and my head was resting on his shoulder.

"I'm fine, I guess I just zoned out, this is hard, knowing that your boyfriend is moving across the country is hard, he has known about this for 3 months, he's going to go in two weeks, I'm going to be in London for almost two weeks starting tomorrow, I'll barely see him before he goes, I don't know what to do Jay." I said honestly as a few tears rolled down my cheeks.

"This past months were awesome, Dylan and I were better than ever and now something comes in the way and ruins everything.

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