My Bad Boy : Montesalve brothers 1

Twenty Six: His Thoughts

Here's the update. Sorry for the long wait, super busy sa school eh. Hope you enjoy! Expect more chapters because I made five chapters na naka-draft pa. I'll post it after I edit it. 

Yvonne's POV

"Hoy buksan mo yung pinto! Ano ba?! Lumbas ka nga jan!" Sigaw ko at hindi nagpaawat sa mga guards na humihila sa akin. I don't care if someone sees me. I don't freakin' care anymore! All I care about is my daughter. My only daughter.

"Ano ba Kean Montesalve! Buksan mo itong pinto mo!" Sigaw ko pa at sinipa sipa ang pinto dahil hawak na ng mga guwardiya ang aking mga braso. I pushed them at nagtagumpay naman ako. Lalo ko pang nilakasan ang pagpalo sa pinto at sinipa sipa pa ito. Masakit pero wala na akong pakielam.

"Hindi ako aalis hangga't hindi mo nilalabas ang anak ko Kean kaya lumabas ka na jan!" Sigaw ko pa at napatingin naman sa mga guwardiya. "Ano ba?! Bitiwan niyo nga ako!" Naiinis na sabi ko rito.

"Ma'am, hindi ho kayo pwedeng mag-eskandalo dito! Napakahalagang tao ho ang ginagambala niyo." Sabi nang isa. "Oho ma'am. Siya ho kasi ang may ari ng village na ito kaya pwede po bang umalis na kayo bago kami tumawag ng pulis." Sabi pa ng isa at napairap naman ako ng todo.

"Oh edi tumawag ka! Nang mahuli na ang lalaking kumuha sa anak ko. For Pete's sake hindi niyo ba ako naiintindihan? My daughter is in there and he's hiding her from me! I need to talk to my daughter!" Naiinis na sabi ko din sa guwardiya.

"Ma'am hindi ho talag-... s-sir. M-magandang umaga ho. May nagpipili-"

"No. I'll handle her." Sabi ng dumuhong ito at tinignan muna kami ng guards bago umalis. Hindi ko siya pinansin at pumasok sa loob.

I looked for my daughter but I can't seem to find her. Not in the dining, in the sala, in the bedrooms, not even in the bathrooms. Wala sa verandas and I'm hell'a tired going up and down the stairs but I can't see any trace of her! I was about to go to the kitchen but someone grabbed my wrist.

"What the hell are you doing here causing a scandal outside my mansion?" Mahina pero madiin niyang sabi. Masama ang mga titig niya sa akin but hell I care? I looked at him with the same intensity and pulled my wrist from him then punched his hard chest.

"Where's my daughter? Give me back my daughter!" I told him. Nainis ako nang makita kong ngumisi siya at kinorner ako sa pinakamalapit na wall. Tinitigan niya ako sa mata at hindi naman ako nagpatinag. Anong tingin niya? Takot ako sakaniya? Well no! I am not and I will never be!

"I told you I'll get everything away from you." He said that sent chills down my spine. "I will make sure you will suffer. You will feel pain. You'll be f*cking lonely and you'll be longing for your daughter. Didn't you take my threat seriously Yvonne?" He asked. Lalong tumindi ang galit ko sakaniya. Tinulak ko siya pero hindi ako nagtagumpay. Malakas lang talaga siya at saktong kanina pa ako pagod na pagod kakasipa at kakahampas sa may pintuan niya.

"Wala kang karapatan sa anak ko Kean. Walang wala. Because I raised her on my own. I was alone when I gave birth to her. I was alone trying hard to feed her. I was all alone with her and me and my daughter is enough. We don't need you in our life. Kaya umalis ka na sa buhay namin!"

"You're alone? You're telling me you're alone? Well wag mong isumbat sa akin kung bakit ka nag-iisa because you didn't give me a chance! You didn't give me a f*cking chance to be a father to Summer!" He almost shouted. Lalo siyang lumapit , humigpit ang kapit niya sa braso and I tried my best to escape him but I failed. Well I always fail. I pushed him, and punched him, and pushed him again but nothing changes.

"You were alone because of yourself. You were alone because you didn't let me in your life. You were alone because of your attitude and your way of thinking. And I was left alone because of your childishness. So don't tell me that I don't have the rights to my daughter because we both know that when I bring this to the court, I'll win the case." He said.

I am so mad. Not of him but to myself. Because I know deep inside me that he's right, and I'm wrong. And the feeling that what you have imagined didn't happen will always be disappointing. Nakakainis aminin sa sarili ko na it'll be always my fault. And that he's still Summer's father. But what should I do? I'm just a mother who loves her child and don't want to be away from her daughter.

This time I kneeled. I can't believe this day would come, that I w

ould kneel in front of him. Begging him. "Please. Just please, don't take her away from me. Kean, Summer's my everything now. Sige na, I would give up my family's company. I would let her see you time to time. Hahayaan kitang maging ama para sakaniya. You can do everything with her but please, 'wag mo siyang ilayo sa akin. Please Kean." I begged. Holding my hands tight, tears rolling down my face, feeling tired because of all what happened these days. I still managed to beg.

"Alam mo kung anong hinihintay ko?" He suddenly asked. Tumingala ako sakaniya and I saw tears streaming down his cheeks. He's crying again. F*ck.

"Palagi kong hinihintay ang dahilan kung bakit ka lumayo Yvonne. I would always look like a dog waiting for your reasons. And then I would always try to understand you. Nakakagago, nakakaputa pero para na akong tanga Yvonne." He said. Despite of the pain I am feeling, mas kinabahan ako at kinakabahan ako dahil baka hikain nanaman siya. I tried to reach him but he's untouchable. 

"Ginawa mo akong tanga habol ng habol sa isang tulad mo. Ginawa ma akong gago kakahintay sa mga dahilan mo. At tangina lang kasi eight days ago, handang handa padin ako magpaloko sa'yo. Eight days ago, I almost decided to beg for you again Yvonne. Eight f*cking days ago, right when I saw you again, I almost said 'I love you please come back to me' to the wrong person again." I can feel his madness through his words. Eight days? If I only tried to reach for him eight days ago, the maybe, we're both happy. 

"... kaso pagod na ako. Napagod na ako kakahintay na baka gumawa ka ng paraan para maayos padin 'to. Nakakapagod. Kaya umalis ka na. Umalis ka na sa bahay na ito, at umalis ka na din sa buhay ko. Leave Summer to me and leave me alone." Aniya. 

Iwas shocked. I felt pain. A lot of freaking pain. At di ko maiwasang mapaiyak pa lalo tuwing iisipin kong kailangan kong iwan si Summer, na kailangan kong lumayo sakanila.

I started feeling hard to breathe but when I heard his breathing changed, mas nag-alala ako. Tumayo ako at sinubukang hawakan ang mga kamay niya pero pilit siyang lumalayo. Sinusubukan kong lapitan siya pero tila napapaso siya sa mga hawak ko. At lalo akong nasasaktan sa mga nalalaman ko. Lalo akong nagsisisi sa mga nagawa ko. At nakakainis dahil heto, umiiyak nanaman siya dahil sa isang katulad ko.

"Kean please. Just let me see my daughter. Parang awa mo na." I pleaded. Lumapit siya sa may pinto at binuksan ito. "Umalis ka na. Dahil kapag ako napuno ng galit ngayon, baka hindi mo na makita pa si Summer." Sabi niya. Matagal ko siyang tinitigan bago lumabas ng mansion niya. Napatulala pa ako saglit sa harap ng pinto bago sumakay ng taxi. At dun ko binuhos ang lahat ng luhang kanina ko pa sinusubukang pigilin.

"Eight f*cking days ago, right when I saw you again, I almost said 'I love you, please come back to me' to the wrong person again."  

~~AgentBlue143