Only a monster (Fierce deity x reader) -Under editing-

BEN's ENDING

So I've got a lot of requests for this! Consider this as a late... (Very late) present from me! I know the story is supposed to be over, but the people wanted this! Also, I'm working on another FD story with more fluff and romance! So anyway, stay on the look out for that! This also doesn't affect the main plot. Just for fun! Enjoy!~
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Normal P.O.V

(Y/n) was laying in her bed, wide awake. She couldn't sleep for unknown reasons. She sighs heavily,  sits up and jumps off her extremely comfy bed. She grabs a jacket and a walks out the front door of the little house she was staying at, not bothering to put on shoes. She walks through the woods, shivering from the cold air that blew in the night. She leans against a tree and takes a deep breath.

'Why am I acting so weird?' She thought.

She couldn't keep her mind on anything at the moment. All she could think about... was him. Out of all the things she could think of, it just had to be him. She wondered,

'Who do I really love?'

She asked herself that so many times, but didn't know the answer to that. She couldn't stop thinking about his adorable little elf ears and shining red eyes. His dark blonde hair shining with crimson blood and that devilish looking smile. His cocky attitude, and long black nails. But then her mind would wander to Fierce Deity. His pure white eyes and snow colored hair. His cute smile and tall structure. She was also chosen to be the spouse of the tall God, but if she's having thoughts of other guys, was it really meant to be? She doesn't know why she's having second thoughts about her 'perfect' relationship.

(Y/n) quickly wipes away the tears that threatened to spill. She lowers herself to the ground and hugs her knees tightly. She begins to sob quietly, to get all the frustration out. Seems like she'd been crying a lot these days. Maybe she was over emotional? Or maybe her best friends death? Maybe it was because of stress she couldn't seem to get rid of? She never really understood why she cried a lot. Maybe she's always had a good reason to cry. Most of her life had been death and suffering. Heck, she couldn't be the person she is now without all the blood shed and tears. But sometimes she wonders to herself,

'What if my life hadn't turned out this way?'

Would she still be in her real home land with her parents? Would she have never met Fierce Deity, Anju, Malon, Link, Annie, even BEN? Most likely not. She probably be forced into a marriage she didn't even want. Forced to live the life she never wanted. A part of her loves her life now, but another part of her hates it. Is Fierce Deity really the one she wants to be with? Does she really want this?

(Y/n) look up to the sky with her tear filled eyes. Her (h/c) hair lightly flowing in the crisp night air. Her lip quivered with sadness. Little did she know that someone was watching her struggle with the pain of life. Watched her struggle with love and life in general. Normally smiles would come to his face seeing people suffering, but (Y/n) was different. All he ever wanted was for her to be happy. He thought that killing Link and Fierce Deity would make her love him. He didn't love evil (Y/n), he loved the real (Y/n). The one that was not afraid to express her feeling and emotions. The (Y/n) that always had a bright smile or a angry look. He only 'loved' evil (Y/n) because he felt lonely. Lonely and forgotten. Pain and suffering is all he's ever known himself. Most of the time, it's the other people's pain and suffering, but in his lifetime, he's not been the most happy person. Most of his smirks and smiles were fake, false, barely there, no effort was so ever. It was just to get him through life the only way he knew how. But never in a million years would he ever actually smile at a goody two shoes like (Y/n). He never thought he'd fall for a girl on the other side, but... he did anyway.

But did he ever think he'd get the girl of a God?

Or course not. No one would be able to compare to that. He's told himself so many times,

'She'll never love you the way you love her. Just let go.'

But his heart wouldn't listen. He'd only fall even harder for her. But little did he know, that the (h/c) girl had finally made her choice. And it wasn't the God.

She finally realized that the one who she wanted to be with... was BEN. She never thought she'd fall for one of the bad guys, but she did, and she's happy about it. But at the same time, she couldn't help but feel guilty about Fierce Deity. She loved him, but she loved BEN more.

The blonde haired boy finally decided to ask what was wrong and face the girl he loves, not knowing what would happen. He slowly creeps from the shadows and puts a hand on the crying girl shoulder. (Y/n) quickly turns around and gasps slightly at seeing BEN. She quickly wipes away her tears and gives the most fake smile she'd ever given. BEN frowns in disappointment.

"What's wrong?" He asks in a calm but worried tone.

She only shakes her head,

"I-I'm fine!" She exclaims.

But BEN knew that was a big lie. He sighs and sits down beside (Y/n). He looks into the eyes of his crush and felt his cheeks light up, like they were on fire. (Y/n) looks away to hide her crimson stained cheeks.

"I'm sorry for killing Link." He mumbles loud enough for her to hear.

(Y/n)'s eye widen in surprise. She never thought he'd ever say sorry. But this, was a huge lie. BEN felt no regret for killing Link. He just wanted to make (Y/n) feel better.

"That's okay. It was his time to go. There was no avoiding it anyway." She states, shaking.

She suddenly busts out into tears again. BEN stares at her with glossy eyes. He didn't like to see her cry. He just wanted to see her beautiful smile again. He thinks real hard for something to help her not cry. A idea pops into his head, but he wasn't sure if he should go through with it.

'Screw it!'

He thinks before grabbing her chin and placing his ice cold lips over her warm ones. She stiffens in surprise. Her eyes were wide, but her tears had stopped. BEN was shaking from nervousness. But the upset girl soon felt herself kiss back. BEN pulls from the kiss and places his forehead over hers.

"I love you." They say in unison.

BEN smiles, a real smile hearing her say that. (Y/n) grins widely before she laughs and brings BEN into a hug. She buries her face into his shoulder.

"Thank you." BEN whispers.

She pulls from the hug and places her hands on his cheeks.

"No, thank you." She whispers back.

BEN's smile gets wider as he pulls the grinning girl up from the ground and picking her up bridal style.

"Let's get away. Just the two of us." BEN says.

(Y/n)'s eyes flooded with guilt but then turned into happiness.

"I'd love that." She whispers kissing his cheek.

BEN smiles the biggest smile before sprinting off into the woods laughing. Everything seemed happy to the people who didn't know that a certain God was listening the whole time. He went on a stroll when he heard crying. Then he found BEN and (Y/n). His heart hurt. He felt betrayed. Dis loved, and forgotten. Warm glowing tears spilled from his eyes and slide down his marked face. He did all that work, lost all that blood, poured out his feelings, for nothing. He did all that, only to be betrayed by the one he loved most. He lets out a sad sigh and goes to walk home. The howling of wolves filled the night sky. The moon shines bright bright. The stars twinkled with light. But all the God felt, was darkness. A think black cloud blocked out any light that could shine through. A thick fog clouded his sad mind. His world was breaking, shattering, crumbling apart. The one he ever truly loved... Gone. The one who made him a good guy, gone. The one who let in the tiniest bit of light, gone. But out of all his feelings, he still had a sad smile spread across his face, and only because of one thought.

'If she's happy, I'm happy too.'