Sorry for the delay, guys.
Its just that there's so much going on that I update slow. 1 is probably the most common
School
Tomorrow is the last day of our 4th Monthly Test (cuz its 2 days only) But I may have Performing Arts Club after (Its a club where we dance for occasions). I might update but we have to buy school materials cuz I'm running out of my colorful pens again ;-; So I may update late
After tomorrow is Saturday. I have to wake up early cuz I have to go to a doctor, don't worry its nothing serious.
Sunday, I may be able to update
But another reason is because I'm heart-broken
(Story time!)
In our History class we had a review game (cuz it was almost test that day) my guy bestfriend/crush is on the opposite group (there are 2 groups) I yelled at 2 of the members cuz they were cheating
He thought I was yelling at him and got angry at me
He said I was not his pretend mom anymore (he was pretending to be my son)
And that I could not join in any of his groups
I got so upset that I ran to the back of my classroom and cried. I told my 2 bestfriends what happened and they comforted me.
I mean, its okay that I'm not his pretend mom anymore, Its okay that I can't join his groups anymore. The thing that made me cry is that
He HATES me
He ignores me at school and keep hanging out with other girls. It just drains my sanity and want to cry
You might think 'Then just say sorry' I already did. But he has a heart of stone. Once you're hated by him, he stays like that.
1 of my best friend already experienced what it felt being hated by him. It took her 4-5 months to befriend him again!
But I only have limited time, March is the end of our school year. That means I have to wait an extra 3 months to talk to him face to face! (We are still gonna be in the same school)
So yeah. Sorry for the delay, I'll try updating when I can
