Tears start flowing out of my eyes as I watch Shawn having sex with another girl. How could he? I thought he was different, sweet, innocent.
I can't belie- wait is that Cameron's girl from the party?
Wha- how- okay I'm so confused right now. I have to tell Cameron, wait but he's not speaking to me.
Emma, its the right thing to do...but I hate him. Do I hate him? Ugh just tell him Emma! Wait, he won't believe me.
Shit, okay fine. I take out my phone and snap a quick pic before shutting it okay and basically speeding off.
I try to call Cameron about 5 times on the way to his house but he doesn't pick up.
"Come on, pick up." I say running to his house with the phone against my ear. Voicemail again.
Fine, I'll just tell him when I see him. I keep running until I finally reach his house.
Our of breath, I stop at his front porch and breath heavily, ringing the doorbell a bunch of times.
"Cameron, open up" I say once I begin to breath properly again. No answer.
"Cameron I know you don't want to talk to me right now but I swear to you, this is important. Please Cameron, I'll leave you alone after this I just really need to tell you something."
I stand back from the door but he doesn't open it.
"Fine, I give up." I say loudly, walking away. Just as I turn, I hear the door open.
"Come on." He says grabbing my arm and pulling me in. I'm really sad right now and my first instinct is to hug someone so I hug Cameron and cry in his shoulder.
"What happened?" He asks worried. After a few seconds, I pull back and take put my phone.
"This." I bring my phone up, showing him the photo. I look up to see his reaction.
He doesn't seem that hurt, just a little. "H-how?" He asks, sitting down. I stay silent, not knowing what to say.
His sadness suddenly turns into anger. His teeth clench, his fists tighten and he has this dark look in his eyes.
"I'm gonna kill that mother fucker!" Cameron yells, getting up. I am honestly surprised to hear those words come out of his mouth.
He grabs his keys and heads out the door. No no no, I don't want them to fight. "Cameron!" I scream, going after him.
"Cameron wait!" He starts his car and drives off. What do I do? Should I run? Would I make it in time?
Fuck it, I'm running. I run as fast as I can on the sidewalk, trying to keep up with his car but he's driving fast.
When I am almost at the house, Cameron opens the front door. "Cameron!" I scream again but he doesn't look back.
He walks in the house and I run faster. As I pass, I look through the window swiftly and see them still going at it.
When I walk in the house, Cameron barges into the room. Oh no.
"What the hell!" He screams. I run up to the doorframe with tears in my eyes.
They try to cover up themselves and put their clothes on quickly. "Cameron I can explain-"
Before Shawn can finish, Cameron punches him in the face.
"Cameron!" I scream for the hundredth time, my voice cracking. He jumps on top of him and starts punching him more.
"Get off!" I scream, grabbing his arms, trying to get him off but it's no use. He's too strong and angry.
Tears start to flow out of my eyes. I can't believe this is happening right now.
My blurry eyes look up to the girl who just finished putting her clothes on and is now trying to get Cameron off with me.
I admit I do wanna punch her right now but I need her help to get Cameron off of Shawn.
Cameron stops and stands up. He looks down at Shawn who is on the floor beaten up then to me.
I am full of disbelief right now. My face is mixed with surprise and hurt.
Before Cameron says anything I run out the room crying my eyes out.
No, I'm not mad at Cameron. I'm just too shocked and hurt to think straight and him doing that didn't make me feel better.
I honestly don't know why he did all that, he just met her a couple weeks ago.
I sit down on the couch and burry my face in the pillow, crying into it.
I hear the door open and close and I pick my face up from the pillow.
"It's okay, they're gone." Cameron says and sits next to me.
Before anything else, I hug him and cry into his shoulder. I wrap my arms around his neck and just cry.
I would be lying if I said I hate him cause the truth is I still love him. That's why I'm so hurt he got so mad when he slept with her.
Does he really like her? Does he not love me anymore?
I need to know. After a minute I pull away from him and wipe away my tears with my sleeve.
"Cameron, why did you get so mad? Is it because you really liked her?"
He looks at me with soft eyes and grabs my hand. "No Emma, it was because he did that to you. You are a beautiful young sweet girl and you really didn't deserve that. I couldn't care less about her. Emma he took you away from me and he just cheated on you. That's why I did th-"
Before he could finish what he was saying, I smash my lips onto his. He responds immediately and deepens the kiss.
His hand travels to my waist and he puts me on his lap, straddling me.
I cup his cheeks with both my hands and deepen the kiss even more. I miss this. I miss him.
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Getting a little intense there lml but sorry it took me such a long time to update I'm super busy but will try to update faster!
