"Oh my god, this is not happening." I say lowly as Shawn and I quickly put our clothes on. "Emma." I hear Cameron say as he knocks on the door. "One sec." I say as I push Shawn into the closet.
"Come in." I say as I finish putting on my clothes. "Hey." he says and sits on my bed. "Hey." I answer as I sit down next to him. He takes my hand and smiles at me. "You're so beautiful" he tells me. I say thank you and blush but I can't help but feel guilty.
I don't deserve somebody as sweet, loving, caring, and lovely as Cameron. He's to good for me. He tries to kiss me but I back up a bit. "What's wrong?" he asks with confusion on his face.
"Cameron, I need to think." I say and let go of his grip. He looks at me as I look at my hands that are on my laps. "About your mom?" he asks and I shake my head no. "About what then? You can tell me anything." he says and hugs me.
I look at him. "Please Cameron, just trust me." I say and look back down. "Fine„ but if you ever need me, I'll be here for you." he gets up and leaves the room. "I am a horrible person." I say to myself.
"No you're not." Shawn says as he steps out of the closet. He sits next to me, fully dressed. He is wearing a black shirt and black sweat pans with black Adidas sneakers.
He puts his arm around my shoulder as I feel a tear roll down my cheek. "How am I going to tell Cameron?" I ask him with my head nestled his chest. He rubs my arm while he tries hard to comfort me.
~Shawn's POV~
"I'll explain to Cameron that this was all a big mistake." I say and she looks at me. "I can't do that. He would want me, his girlfriend to tell him." she explains as she whipped her tears away.
"I'm his best friend, I can't just let you tell him alone. We'll do it together." "Thank you Shawn. You're my best friend." she says and hugs me as tight. I don't want to be her best friend....I want to be her everything.
~Cameron's POV~
What does she have to think about? What is she keeping from me? I honestly have no idea but I want to find out. Wait, Shawn drove her home and didn't come back, do you think....no, he would never do that to me.
I take my phone out and call Kian. "Um, hey do u mind if I come over?" "Not at all man." he answers. "Thanks, I'll be there in ten." I say then hang up the phone. I get in my car and drive over to Kians house. Once I got to the OTL house, I knocked on the door and Ricky answered it.
"sup." I say and give him a bro hug. "Kians in the kitchen. " he tells me and I knod. I walk to the kitchen and see Kian on his laptop. "Hey man." I say and he looks up from the computer. "Sup." he says and gets up.
"Hey, I need your advice." I tell him as I rub the back of my neck. "Uhm yeah sure, what is it?" he asks while he closes his laptop and puts his arm on his lap. "Okay so, I think...that Emma slept with Shawn." I got out. "Why do you think that?" he asks.
"Remember when we were all ice skating last night and I asked Shawn to drive Emma home?" I asks. He knods and I continue. "Well, Shawn never came back and I can tell Emma feels guilty about something." he gets up and puts his hands on my shoulders.
"Cameron I can assure you, Shawn would never do that. If he did, than it wasn't intentionally." Kian tells me. I give a sad smile as he sits back down on his chair. "Ok well, Emma said she needed to think about something and I don't know what it is. I hope she doesn't break up with me. She is the best."
~Emma's POV~
"I am the worst." I say as I lay down on the bed. Shawn went downstairs to get me some water and pills for my 'hangover.' I hear him walk up the stairs so I sit up on my bed.
He comes in and gives me my pill and water. "Thank you Shawn." I say before I swallow the pill and gulp down the water. "I have to go to work, I'll see you later Emma. sorry, we'll talk to him when i get back. bye." he tells me and kisses my forehead.
"Bye." i say and hug him back. he lets go and leaves. i should call Cameron, i just feel like a major bitch for doing this to the most sweetest, loving, beautiful, caring guy. I was lucky to even meet him and i blew it.
I grab my phone and call him. "Cameron" I say nervously into the phone as he picks it up. "Yeah?" he asks. "Okay, can you come back. I need to tell you something." "I'll be there in five minutes." he hangs up the phone.
