Broken Souls (AOT/SNK fanfic)

Chapter Twenty Three

"I mean it, Sasha."

Jean and Sasha are now standing in front of her front door. She immediately climb down his bike as soon as they reach her house. He parked his ride inside her gate and follow her at the front door and catch her elbow to make her face him.

Sasha look up at Jean face, still crying and confused.

"Jean! Are you nuts?! I am now in what they call " breaking stage" because of Connie! And now your telling me you still love me?! After I ditch you back in college! I ditch you because I feel raped, Jean. But then I choose to live on the same roof with that bullshit head for fucking three years ALL FOR NOTHING! Do you want to know how I feel right now. Well I will telling you, I-FEEL-DIRTY! I FEEL DIRTY ABOUT MY SELF! I never thought that I am just a Fuck Doll for him whom I've given my all for fucking three years. And you know whats more worst, I choose him above YOU. YOU WHO LOVED ME EVER SINCE WE MET. I BLINDLY CLOSE MY HEART TO YOU FOR THAT ONE STUPID NIGHT BECAUSE I THOUGHT CONNIE WILL LOVE AND RESPECT ME MORE THAT YOU! AND THAT THOUGHT LEAD ME TO THIS BULLSHIT! THIS IS ALL MY FAULT..!"

Sasha drop her self on the floor after screaming her heart out. Jean was all shock and couldn't move to where he was standing. She was right. He practically rape her that night. But its because of the sex drug Gelgar make them drink, and he thought she love him that much that she could forgive him after that night.

That night make their lives shift around crazily, and now, Sasha is claiming all the blame.

It was His fault to begin with, but Sasha had to suffer because of him.

Jean pull up Sasha, forcefully, with her arms, slam her body in him and hug her so tight that he wanted no one to pull her far from him again.

"I still love you. No matter what, Sasha. I still want you in my life. I still want to marry you."

Sasha sobs and cry loudly into Jean's shoulder. Jean loves her so much, so much that he waited this long to win her back again. Long for him to prove that, that night is the most unforgiven mistake he committed to her, and he took this long to blame his self for that.

Jean loves Sasha, from the first day they've dated until this very minute, probably until the end of his life. He never forgot her, she was well aware of that. And that fact make Sasha Cry in happiness right now, easing the pain Connie causes her heart.

She move her hands to hug back Jean's masculine physique. She hug him as tight as he does to her.

"Ask me again." Sasha said after a while. She calm her self before speaking back to the man who loves her more than anyone else in this world.

Jean smiled. He pull away to the tight hug and kneel down in front of her brown-haired love.

"Marry me, Potato girl" Jean teasingly said, smiling up to her.

Sasha hit his forehead lightly while she chuckles before answering him.

"Yes! Yes, horse face."

And they both laugh, hug and kiss each other.

After all the years of suffering, challenges and pain, their love still finds it rightful partner. Maybe a bit slow, but definitely sure.

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"Thank you, (name). I'll never forget you." Levi said after you send him in front of the elevator.

"I'll never forget you, too." You said back, holding your tears to fall out.

This was the hardest part of your love, you were both seized your love for each other in such a short period of time, and now you both have to let go because you have a responsibility to hold.