Broken Souls (AOT/SNK fanfic)

Chapter Twenty Five

Erwin's POV

It was the second day after I beat (name) and stab Levi at her condo unit. I was in rage when Petra send me those pictures where (name) and Levi were kissing in the corridor. I don't know what gotten onto me and I did those to them. Its just all the hatred and anger I felt way back when we were in Paris, the time when I first heard the news about Petra and Levi's fix marriage came back all of a sudden.

I know there is something going on between Levi and (name). Surely, Levi Likes her first before me, bit I trusted (name) so much that I let her be friends with him. But all of a sudden, this happened. The thing I wish wouldn't.

(Name) now love Levi too.

I can't accept it. This thing happened all over again. Levi took all the woman that I love. Why? Because he have everything being an Ackerman, one of the royal families in France? while I am just a Smith, from a family of farmers in south america? Its unfair. Life is unfair!

But, I still love (name) and respect Levi as my best friend. So after a hand-to-hand fight with Him and after I stab him with a candle holder, after his blood pool out if his body and spring out towards my face and hand, I woke up at my weary state of mind. I look back to (name) who's also bathing on her own blood, sparkling with the broken glass of her living room's center table, I realize what I did.

I hurt them, no, I killed them.

I shake and panicked at the sight of two important persons in my life who were at the edge of their life. I look down on my hands and saw all the crime that I made.

I start to feel scared and all kinds of it. I started to get dizzy but I heard someone just scream from my back and then run, probably because she saw the pooling blood in (name)'s unit. So I run. I escape everyone in the building and run away from the crime I had committed.

And now I am here, at NAIA (Ninoy Aquino International Airport), trying to get some flight back to America, hoping to escape this hell I just made.

I have no face to show to my friends, specially to Petra, Levi, and (name). I cannot look at their eyes anymore.

All the hardships, leaving the town to get scholarship in Paris, the days I spend in the rehabilitation center, the hardship I made to get back to my feet again, and all the trust of the people around me all broke down because no of my fault.

I just hope they made it out alive. At least there I can rest my mind even a bit.

I hid my face under the hood of my black sweater and adjust my black shades after I spotted three police officers walking fast near where I standing on a line waiting to buy a ticket. I took my phone out of my pocket and pretend I was texting. Luckily, they pass where I and head somewhere else. I sigh in relief.

Then I remember my phone. It was off since the day I brutally harm my girlfriend and my best friend. I want to open it and call everyone to say sorry but I am afraid that they'll track my location.

But I wanted to know if they're fine, and I want to say goodbye to Petra one last time.

Honesty, I still love her more than (name), but, I know I am no match to the power of the Ackerman's. She's still the one I wanted for the rest of my life and that is the reasons why I leave (name) for three days before the incident. I stalk Petra, from their house, and to everywhere she goes. I know, I am a total psychopath, and I don't want to be like this forever.

I hesitantly turn on my phone when I a bit close to the ticketing booth. I crazily want to talk to Petra, and this is gonna be the last time.