THIS ONE IS BASED ON TRUE EVENTS IN MY LIFE
Here I am
Walking past you
over again
It never changes
What you feel
You don't care about
The feeling
That I feel
Everyday
You date my friend
She didn't know
My feelings
For you
Exist
You do
I am not going to tell her
I don't want anybody upset
I put myself
Through sadness
Heart break
Loneliness
And just plain anger
I was a wimp
I never talked to you
I say hi
Make small talk
But we aren't really friends
You don't know the secrets
I hold under
Lock and key
Everything I feel
I will unlock
My ice covered heart
For a few moments
To let someone
Know
The pain I put myself Through
Everyday
I'm alive
Not really but I try
I let you in once
But never again
You have broken me
We were never together
And I don't think we ever Will be
That's fine you have my friend
And I have my heart
Under lock and key