You never hear
My cries
In the night
You don't care
My feelings
I do your job with you
I do your chores with you
I do your stuff with you
I hate it
Everyday makes
The pain worse
Physical
Emotional
Everyway
I can't sleep
At nights
Wake up
You say
When I fall into slumber
You don't care
My feelings For you
You say
I am the only thing that matters
If I am
Then prove it
Or show that you mean it
I can never tell
Maybe the pain
It blinds me
But
That is the one thing
I know is not true
I can see what you feel
You can't see what I do
I like it better this way
You don't see the pain
You put me through
Every time you are near
For once
Can I feel
Something
Besides pain
Now it is just numbness
I am so used to the pain
I don't feel it
Anymore
Everyday
I am more
And more
Like a robot
No emotions
Or feelings
Or anything
I don't want to be like that
Anymore
I can't stop it
You never tried to
You never saw what you do
To me
But it's fine
Here you are
Happy as can be
No one sees my feelings
Does that mean no one cares?
Maybe not
Maybe so
I don't care any more
Here I am
A robot
Desgised as a human
That's me
And I think that is all
I will ever be
