I want the pain
I want the sting
I want the blood to run
I don't want to be here
I want to be somewhere else
In the ground
In the sky
Where ever I will go
I don't want to be here anymore
So I push it into my skin
Over and over again
While I feel nothing
I tried to stay strong
I really did
But I tried for too long and I just broke
Now every thing I want is here