first love

Chapter 8

----Josh's PROV----

It's been a month and Jenna still hasn't woken up from her coma. I'm starting to worry that she will never wake up. There is a 62% she will live, and if she does live she might have problems. I have been trying to help Jenny through this.

It's been really hard watching jenny cry, and the look in hereyes she has when she looks at Jenna is heartbreaking. I can't help but be even more sad than I already am when I see Jenny with Jenna. Ya, I have known Jenna since I was a baby, but Jenny is bestfriends with Jenna. I was close with Jenna but not as close as Jenny is. School started about a week after the accident, almost everyone in school has heard about the crash.

Everyone in town knows eachother. Jenna and her brother are pretty popular so I wasn't that suprised that the news of Jenna's car crash spread so quickly. I just can't believe this happened to her. Out of all people why Jenna?

-----Jenna PROV-----

It's weird. Everything just happened so fast. I saw the car coming but I didn't flinch. Seeing my boyfriend kissing another girl angered me, it hurt me, but most of all it disappointed me. I couldn't believe Ryder, why would he be kissing someone else, and out if all people why Sami?

When the car hit me I felt a sharp pain in my head, and after that I felt like I was floating. While I was floating there was a bright white light ahead of me, it was so mesmerizing and beautiful, unlike anything I have ever seen. I wanted to go forward to it. I remembered in all those stupid movies how right before you die you see a white light, so I quickly tried to get out of the trance the white light had me in.

I looked down and away from the hallucination to see my body, yes I was looking at my own freaken body. Next to my body was Jenny hunched over me crying, and on the opposite side of me was Ryder on his phone, I really hope he was calling an ambulence for me, or else once I get my ghost self back down to the ground I will kick his ass.

Once I was on the ground I could hear the ambulance coming around the corner of the mall. I watched as they carried me on the gurney into the ambulance. Jenny is such a good friend, she was sitting next to me holding my hand. It was weird looking at myself. There was freakin two of me. Once Jenny started crying again I tried comforting her. The frustrating thing was she wouldn't pay attention to me, she really didn't have to cry I was right next to her, alive. Wait. Am I alive? There is freaking two of me! The heart monitor is saying I have a heartbeat, so I have to be alive.

Once we got back to the hospital the paramedics brought my body inside and they put me into a cozy little room and hooked me up with a bunch of machines.

Thinking back to the accident is confusing. I see my family, Jenna, josh, and other people coming into the room where my body is, they all look sad. My parents come in every day along with Jenny.

I have never seen my parents so sad in my life. They look at my body as if the have lost their only little girl. I'm right here though. I'm with them everyday they come, if only they noticed me standing next to them, trying to talk to them. Just like everyone else though, they ingnore me.

Jenny on the other hand, looks broken and lonely, hey at least she has josh, I swear if josh doesn't ask out jenny i will kick his butt. Sometimes when Jenny is in the room alone with me, she talks to my body telling me all the memories we have had together.

Then Ryder comes to visit me for the first time since the accident. I don't know why, I mean this is his fault. He was kissing freakin Sami! Whatever, he has to have a reason for it. I have been dating him for a little more than 2 years. When Ryder comes into my hospital room I notice that he hasn't slept very well judging by the bags under his eyes. When Ryder is in my room he is starts crying, telling my body how much he loves me and he started apologizing for kissing Sami and saying it wasn't his fault.

*FLASHBACK*

"Jenna, I love you." Ryder looked down at me with his beautiful green eyes and leaned in to kiss me with his perfect pink lips.

My heart skipped a beat. I was still processing what he said. "Jenna, I love you." I played back in my head over and over again.

"I love you too Ryder." I said looking up at him, intertwining our fingers that fit perfectly together. I felt complete with Ryder. He is the part of me that has been missing all my life. I have finally found the missing puzzle piece to my heart.

I really do love Ryder I always have, I was telling him the complete truth when I confessed my love for him.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Jesus when will my srewed up life return to normal? I want to be alive and healthy again.


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Sory for being stupid and doing Jenna's PROV later than it was supposed to be. Ugh I promise soon this will start to get interesting. Please give me feedback and vote for me :)